Skip to main content

day 1

currently feeling depressed as i'm mourning over my loss of my three good teeth. went to the dentist today expecting that i'm going to pluck my teeth except that i was still clueless about my situation without prior consultation. my dentist was quite kind, thank goodness. did the consultation and the bad news is one of my front tooth is dead due to bacteria invasion, prolly due to the fall. so i will need root canal treatment and crowning which means more money :/

see the hole!

decided to pluck my teeth today since i had already prepared for it mentally. it was scary laying in the chair and the Anesthesia shots were painful! it was many many shots i cant remember. the dentist uses a plier to shake my tooth right and left, i can sense what's his doing but i can't feel it. while he does that, the nurse held on to my head to steady it while the dentist uses force to pull my tooth. somehow i felt like smiling or laughing when my dentist was plucking my teeth, weird. you know your teeth is out when you hear the crack crack sound somewhere in your head, it was kind of scary. the whole process was really really short though.

it felt like a very long journey home, with the blood keep threatening to overflow. i think i scared somebody while spitting blood out at the public toilet. the blood just wouldn't stop completely for the whole damn day, and i was drooling uncontrollably due to lack of control of my numb mouth. it was purely disgusting to keep swallowing blood. and i couldn't eat anything except porridge which was just plain sad. ):


Labels:

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Late night thoughts

Sometimes as we rush to move forward, day by day passed and we forget to stop and take a look, to reflect and to feel. All in the name of Busy. I would say that this Friday's sickness came just at the right time as I forced myself to take a much needed break. A full 10 hours of sleep in a while now, having some me time albeit just to lay around in bed the whole day to watch shows. Catching up on conversations with friends I didn't realized I miss so dearly and reminiscing about good old times. It has been merely 5 months odd. Yet, when we talked about school, it feels like another lifetime away. Sometimes I hope that just for even one day, we can go back in time, walk in the corridors and stop to say hi to familiar faces. It's these little things I miss about school. Mostly the once familiar environment and the freedom.  That's not to say that work is a dreadful task. It's just that Work is like an all consuming entity that creeps up in your mind, occupy your life i...
Post a Comment
Read more
"Where would you find your triumphs and minor setback? The personal confirmations that provide nourishment for the soul?" -The Last Good Man by A.J. Kazinski
Post a Comment
Read more

#yolo

As I'm laying on my bed now, I try my best to not think about my trip tomorrow for fear that I may start panicking. Now that I think about it, I must have been crazy to book an air ticket to Europe two weeks before the flight. 5 weeks in Europe and less than 2 weeks of planning! What was I thinking? And we are only two girls. I didnt even thought about going to Europe after I came back from exchange since I was immensely broke. Well, but I have to say somewhere along the way someone planted that thought in my head. Even though I kept throwing it away and telling myself it's impossible, signs keep popping out and gave me the hope again. And indeed, somehow things that are bad started clicking together and turned for the better. It is like the universe wanted me to go. As always it's the pre trip jittery and I as usual is not prepared at all even under prepared this time. I always start off a trip with uncertainty and come back full of memories. Wish me luck this time round a...
Post a Comment
Read more