every page of my life.

it was at that moment, all you want in the world is to win. a desire so strong that it filled your mind and heart. prayed hard, willed strong, hoped high. but apparently our wish fell through. true enough, higher hopes bring greater disappointments. but isnt it innate nature for one to desire to win. my heart literally ache when i see all those tears falling, 'cause i knew there's nothing i could do, nothing i could say to comfort, you just feel so useless there and words became worthless. your own celebratory mood instantly drown out and all you feel like is to cry. they were so close, so close yet so far. well, it is true that competition brings out the ugly side of human nature but it also brought people together as a team. all the hard work, moments of despair, supporting one another. it doesnt all amount to nothing. ♥ taeguek 6 and damn to all those who look down on our sport, i'm still glad i joined tkd last july. not everything ends up to have a happy ending, 'ca...

this is such a bad timing to fall sick, seriously. i'm partly pissed with myself for falling sick, partly pissed for whatever that makes me sick. one moment i was fine, and the next i am feverish, nauseous and suffering from gastric. sucks. we have came so far, we tried so hard and trained so hard. fretting over every move, worrying over every stances, encouraging each other when we were tired, low in morale and ready to give up. i dont want to give up at the very last lap. sighhhh, i hope i get well enough tmr, please. so that at least i can try my best. we must win tmr! go taeguek 6! :]

"Inertia is so easy- don't fix what's not broke. Leave well enough alone. So we end up accepting what is broken, mistaking complaining for action, procrastination for deliberation." -adapted from "North of Beautiful"