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it was a totally random and sudden decision, and there i was being pull to queensway to check out supplier for the f3 tee. while on the 45mins bus ride, we supposingly wanted to talk and discuss abt the upcoming plan. ended up, we were camwhoring with chuHAM's phone. LOL i had laksa and my yummy meatballs just now. :D had a hearty talk with mildred and shawn at ikea till 9+. ended up reaching home at 11pm and it's a sch night. i think i totally stressed them out just now. :x times spent like these with them are getting shorter and lesser. ); i wish we didnt have to study every free moment for the big A, then we would have more time together. oh, & i screwed up chem test today. ); my brain was totally dead after 1h of chem lecture and 1 half hour of tutorial. i sort of gave up on the test and took the easy way out. anyway, thankyou for the bag of marshmallow though it's not kinderjoy! LOL but it did make my day, to be not so down and stressed and all. thankyou :D

i feel accomplished today 'cause we trekked 11km in macritchie. and i wasnt feeling too bad after the walk. a little refreshing and it was a pretty good day. we went up to the tree top walk and also climbed up the jeletung tower and there was many monkeys which was super scary. there this whole gang at the 2nd floor who stare at you when you walk up the spiral staircase. feels like they are gna jump on you any moment. one even climbed up all the way to the top to look for food. doreen and zs KO-ed after the walk. so me and ben went to sumo hse to eat. and it was not bad, i like the miso soup and the egg! but maybe 'cause i was too hungry coz i didnt had breakfast. anyway, thanks for the treat ben! we should do this again some time. :D "PAO BU!" LOL

i'm proud of myself for completing my econs essay qns in the library before tkd alone today! i make full use of my time instead of stoning. yay! this kept me happy all the way till now. *beams* but i twisted, sprained or pulled, my toes, foot or veins, whichever, during light contact sparring today. the bottom line is, it really hurts! T.T who knew it will become like that. it was okay when training ended, now it's swollen and i cant apply pressure on it. and tmr there's nafa test. great timing man. just as what my 16PF result said, i always keep my cards close to my chest. perhaps too close, you see.

i opened this entry planning to complain about everything but i ended up being clueless to where to start. sighhhh, i was so stressed a moment ago. and holiday passed so fast. anw, let's talk about yesterday. ytd was quite a bad day though dinner with charm'd was just great as usual. i woke up feeling this sharp pain on my right arm when i extend it or apply pressure on it. then when i went out ytd, my ez-link was out of cash and completely spoilt. and the person told me i had to go to je to make a new one. then when i reach je, i had to wait duper long for my turn, only to get told off for not bringing a passport size photo. well, luckily she still helped me replaced my card. also the mrt was so squeezy and i was carrying this duper heavy bag. and studying wasnt so productive too. sighhh. anyway, i still love my charm'd loads. we started talking non-stop all the way from we met up till we passed our stop on the mrt without realising it. & we finally got our shirts. m1 ...

i just woke up and i'm at shenn's hse. i slept a whooping 3 hours and i sang k from 3am all the way till 7am. woohoo~ damnit, it is thursday alr!  where did all my holidays go? i realised at line night i still love my f3 loads! 

i watched marley and me today and didnt go to sss. i didnt regret that decision. it was a great film, simple story that touches the heart. okay, at the very least, my heart. the ending was so sad i cried. ); it's been long since i watched a funny yet touching movie. good indeed. :D a group is inclusive but exclusive as well.

the past week is a blur in my head now, it seemed so long ago now. it was a short week, i vaguely remember i screwed up my chem spa, was gna skipped sch but i went after all and endured a long long long day. and then all i rmb now is the weekends and sports meet. my memory is failing me. friday sports meet was kind of new, slack and fun for me being a helper. good job to all those who participated and dr gan's son was duper cute! after sports meet, a few of us went to seoul's garden randomly. and it turned out to be with a lot of ppl and one BIG camwhoring session (900 photos!). poor bryant had to upload tons of photos. it's been long since i had such fun. saturday was tkd training and then family dance video. as mildred said, we just cant help watching out for our campers. campers are always campers to us. family dance was superb! i really missed it a whole load after camp, & we danced till we were drenched in sweat ytd. satisfying. :D today was spent squeezing at the ...

do you want 2 years of life and spent the rest of the 40 years with no life or do you want 2 years of no life and then 40 years of life? now if you see it that way like my physics teacher has pointed out today, the answer is obvious. so i should better stop laughing at others and get down to study and ignore others' comments about that.

today was a terribe day. i woke up feeling aching all over and having not enough sleep again. and the worst thing is when i cough, my stomach hurts a whole lot due to muscleache. during econs tutorial, i thought i was gna faint. coz my head hurts damn lot and i felt like vomitting. furthermore, there's a gp essay test after tt. in the end, i went home. i think i shocked ms joy coz i was like crying when i was talking to her. totally embarrassing. and supposingly i wanted to sleep a while then go back to sch to see the live broadcast and then collect my chinese result. but i slept all the way through. i hope everyone got what they wanted though. :]

i got assigned to shot put today. it was not as impressive as high jump and i still didnt get to watch much of the races. after that was the utmost important tug-of-war. and it was very very exciting. i so badly wanted rono to win against bikila, and for owens to win too. and i could feel it when we cheer for our hse. but sometimes you just cant get what you wish for. ): i almost cry eh, coz the atmosphere was just so sad. i wanted to cry too when we won coz i was touched. i felt like crying when i saw her cry. i am such a crybaby. i'm supposed to study for gp test tmr, but i feel like sleeping already. forget it man. i hope i pass though so i dont have to go for US programme next term which is just plain sad.

i swear i'm coughing to death everyday. gahhhh. the stupid cough causes me to have difficulty falling asleep. three weeks and no sign of recovery. ): anyway, sport heats were on this week and i was helping out in the high jump category. and boy, was i amazed. well, i always knew high jump was hard but not until i was there being nervous for the participants did i felt the elation when somebody cleared the height, especially for the guys. but because of high jump, i didnt get to see any of the races. ): well, there's one more day tmr and there's a change of duty so maybe i can see afterall. oh and one more random thing, i didnt get to watch benjamin buttons afterall coz it's not in cinema anymore. and i was still hoping to catch it tmr. ); maybe i'm disappointed because i thought you are more than that.

so i went to sentosa in the end with mildred. the turnout wasnt as big as i thought it will be but it was good enough. it was quite fun, it's been long since i last went to the beach. we managed to enjoy the sun for about 3 hours before it started raining. then it was switching between rain or sun. when the first rain came, we hid under the lifeguard's station. it was freaking cold considering that we were all soaked in water thanks to the guys. so we hugged each other for warmth and somehow we ended up singing and cheering. quite funny and fun though it may not sound like it. then we switched location and i found a new entertainment when it rained. when it rained, we were busy building a river. we almost succeeded but the rain stopped. ended up we only left sentosa around 7+pm. we had dinner up at the amphitheater. took some photos, chat around and basically just hanging out. & i reached home at 12. oh, and i saw a rainbow again. 2nd time for the week. :D but this time i b...