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IT'S OVER! IT'S OVER! IT'S OVER! O-V-E-R, OVER! HOHO! you cant believe how happy i feel. i can finally play without any worries. shopping with shing & doreen today! my legs are so tired now, coz too long nv go shopping. LOL. & yah, nice chat with shing eh. & tkd tmr, i forgot my pattern! & grading is like next sunday! i totally forgot & placed sth on tt day. shit! shenn's hse tmr! & f3 wenjie's celebration on sunday! i cant wait. ttfn~ :DD

ONE LAST PAPER! & it's my worst subject. maths down, econs down. econs essay was crap and i didnt finish my case studies. but i'm so so so glad it's over. :DD i feel like promos is already over. i totally act like it's over. i'm already getting excited talking about all the plans after. omg. i cant i cant & i cant, let down my guard. for once, i must pass physics. speaking about letting down your guard. it's so hard, dont you think? to actually find someone who you can talk to just like that . not just play and have fun and jokes around and talks about things that's on the surface, but actually talks about everything . like, everything . it's hard, isnt it? or maybe it's just only me? i find it so damn difficult.

supposed to study today. like serious mugging, really serious. supposed is the keyword here. HA! we ended up talking for quite a long time after eating. so the study mood was kinda broken. but it really did bring back lots of memories man. the camps and what we've been through. it was tough and fun altogether. i miss those times. a lot. f3 is like quite bonded eh, i mean we really do get tgt quite often. though not every single one but at least we still have quite a number. at least we made that effort. i'm glad i met them. i dont feel like mugging tmr. i dont plan to mug, unless i have a study partner or sth. but tmr is sunday alr, meaning it's monday and tuesday soon. duhhhhhhh. restrained.

one down, three more to go! phew, six hours of papers killed my brain. and i wrote the wrong format for gp essay. )): chinese wasnt an easy paper and i was too lazy to think. oh well, it's over! & this song keep playing in my mind today while i was doing my papers. distracting~ Shayne Ward- Breathless If our love was a fairy tale I would charge in and rescue you On a yacht baby we would sail To an island where we’d say I do And if we had babies they would look like you It’d be so beautiful if that came true You don’t even know how very special you are Chorus You leave me breathless You’re everything good in my life You leave me breathless I still can’t believe that you’re mine You just walked out of one of my dreams So beautiful you’re leaving me Breathless And if our love was a story book We would meet on the very first page The last chapter would be about How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made And if we had babies they would have your eyes I would fall deeper watching you g...

promos schmos! tmr is the start of promos man, dont i sound excited? but i'm not! HA studied the whole day at je library today. it's like a mini jj community man. so many familiar faces. not very productive today but cleared a little of my doubts. thanks to my personal tutor! :DD lucks for promos, people! i need that too, especially for gp. i cant wait for promos to be overrrrrrrrr~!

oh well, what can i say. it's yet another day. & i have wasted it again . at least i read one chapter of maths today. a little progress. sleepover at shing's hse ytd. her mum asked her to invite us to her hse for steamboat cum bbq. it's sort of a tradition for our mooncake festival. at least we've been doing it for two years. it was a scrumptious meal, her mum's specialty chicken is still so delicious! i've been craving it for long. i love shing's mum man, super hospital. shing's hse always makes me feels like my own hse. LOL. then we did some talking and catching up, felt like it's been so long since i've talked to shing even though we are in the same school. oh ya, i almost couldnt go for the gathering. coz i had stomachache and diarrhea in the morning. it was super terrible. i was in so much pain i felt like fainting. lucky it got better in the afternoon so i could go to shing's hse. zoo on the 28th!

was bloghopping and i came across this friend's blog. and being bored, i clicked on some of her past entries. somehow, reading those, it made me sad and wanna cry. it's like i can feel what she's feeling. 一切的悲欢离合。 it makes me think if i had missed out on my life. 原来爱情可以那么伤。

okay, i just got home and bathed not long ago. it was guiyen's birthday celebration at west coast. probably there to make up for the last time we didnt manage to go. i dont know. anyway, it was pretty fun, just to hang out and talk. i seem to really have an affinity with bbss ppl. shld be because of guiyen and nuoshi. it's like i'm getting to know more and more of their ppl. pretty akward and out of place at first. but it became better, there are a pretty fun bunch of people actually. so.. HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUIYEN! i hope you like the surprise and present and the card. loveya~ & i'm seriously contemplating whether to go to sch tmr. it's pretty much a waste of time for me. except maybe the first lesson which is physics lecture. & i can always go to the library to self study. HA oh ya, & i think i'm getting more and more hot tempered and easily agitated. i should really cut down on my venom tongue and watch what i say. seriously. && jiayou ...

finally finally finally WR is doneeeeeee! the torment is O-V-E-R. at least half over. now tt's left is promos and OP. phew. i collapsed when i reached home today and slept from 4 to 9 pm . HA. pig. school has been really unproductive these few days. because it's all revision now. the thing is i havent start my revision so it's kind of pointless in sch. i wanna get this over with & get some life! boo. oh ya, happy belated birthday stellala brother! it was a duper fun smashing session ! :DD i hope you enjoyed your birthday.

hello! so i've been tagged by wenbin. it's my first tag man. since i dont have a tagboard to start with, guess that explains why. so let's start! :DD 1. Your relationship with him/her (wenbin) is? hmm.. he's my ex classmate, my granddaughter and my loyal blog reader! LOL 2. Your five impression of him/her? he's nice! (i bet he is overjoyed by this.) he has his unique style. (spiderman haircut, matyrep & all.) he can be both loud and quiet. he is very qian da at times. & he's a rotter. 3. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? hmm, how about always cheering me up when i'm down? 4.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you? takecare. LOL 5.What kind of guy/girl he/she like? CHIOBU definitely! 6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will? make him my servant! ahahhahah. 7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be: less emo definitely. 8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: ignore him. 9. If he/she becomes ...

"you dont know what you got until it's gone" this song makes me sad. ): anyway, that's not the point right now. right now i feel like crap. too much stress which i brought upon all by myself. pw, revision, promos, deadlines, timed assignments. i want to do something but i dont want to do something. i've been avoiding and tmr i'm dropping back into reality. ): 因為太在意。

yay man! maths mock promo is over. feels like promo is over though. HA anyway i didnt have time to study like i promised myself i would. i ended up playing and going out most of the time for this holiday. & it's already FRIDAY! sheesh. i seems to always make plans but dont follow them. i'm like freaking tired now coz i havent been sleeping much two days in a row. went to celebrate brenda's bdae on wednesday. didnt felt like gng at first, coz as usual most of the ppl there i dont know them and they dont know me, but i just had to give brenda her present tt day. btw, i baked muffins! :D anyway, i ended up gng. the initial plan was to go to west coast for bbq. who knows the weather wasnt cooperating and we ended up bbq-ing at sebastian's hse. & i ended up tonning and going home late the day after. we counted, we spent more than 24hours at his hse. & sebastian's brother is super cute but naughty. he is like super hard to control, only his "dad" can...

PW SUCKS! & that is like the understatement of the year. ask anyone in jc and they will surely agree with me on that. this is like the dont know how many umpteen times i stayed up so late for pw. and dont know how many times our group has revamp our whole proposal. it's downright demoralising to the max. lucky it's a holiday tmr. and this holiday means mugging. interesting? not. ciaos~ & HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BRENDA ! it's finally your turn,

6.3 class gathering was tremendous FUN! i'm glad i went. thanks jinyu for organising. yea, i admit at first it was kind of awkward. what's with everybody else not seeing each other for almost two years. but the mood got higher and there was more interaction as the night went. it soon got out of control when we were playing pool. everybody was totally cam-whoring like mad especially bian tai lao & guiyen they all. LOL. but it was indeed fun! the teachers came, miss lim, mrs lee & miss lee. there was catching up and sharing sessions. and i'm surprised the teachers still remember my name! coz i was quite a quiet student then. dinner was at ajisen, then next was pool and then some of us ended tonning outside macdonalds till morning. we had kind of a heart-to-heart talk. it was really a nice talk, one that you dont always end up having even with your best friends. aiya, i dont know how to describe. but the feeling of sitting there and just chatting and playing games was ...