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after reading sijia then beesuan's blog. i totally agreed with them. seriously, i think that some of the people in co are still not treating the syf as a serious matter. perhaps some of them are jus sec 1 and barely understand the importance of this matter. but that's NO excuses. cant they see that there are people working really hard and putting in lots of effort. the least they could do is to show some cooperation & MOVE `~ instead of jus nodding and continue to play like a stone without any expression, & talk and kid around. even worse, show you attitude. it's just one chance, once, there's no second chance . we prepared for so long for this, going for weekly practices, getting scoldings because we werent good enough, this is all done to perfect our music. i dont wan to get a silver again just because of we did not move. havent we learnt enough from our past years mistake already? perhaps it's really like wat laozhou said that our music is good, but our...

i finally got my new handphone. yay~! *jumps around* K800i. great camera. now i need a pouch for my hp. my plan to stay home to finish all my homeworks today is ruined. have to rush at the last minute again. zz. and the stupid heymath pissed me off. keep asking me to re-login coz it said i have no cookie. i gave up after like ten times of logging in. make me so bek cek. in the end i restart the computer and miraculously, it finally worked. stupid heymath. pffffff.

i love fridays coz lessons are short. mr chia became fido tido today, he was so happy abt it. like a little child. i figured it out & i'm so proud of myself. *beams* =] then we had speech day rehearsal today. i din get to watch the parade coz we have to sit in the hall to wait for our turn to perform. boo~ after the first rehearsal, we went back to the drum room for our briefing. yang laoshi showed us the video she took when we were at nanyang girls'. argh~~~ & becoz she wanted to shoot the dizi behind talking, i keep getting into the video. i looked so toot man. argh~ it's so embarrassing. and now then i realise, seriously we looked so dead when we are playing the pieces. we were indeed sending out the let's-get-it-over-and-done-with vibes. so ppl, we have to move. move it~ LOL and i've decided to pin my fringe up for the sake of syf. it's too distracting. that's about it. nights. making miracles. doing the impossible.

first week of sch was really busy. i sleep at an average 12 to 1am everyday. due to the homeworks. oh well, like zhao mian had said, i was digging my own grave during the holidays. but i am HAPPY that i passed my 2.4km, 15 49. improvement ! :D considering i wasnt in a running mood and in a bad condition. i had difficulty breathing after the run but i din dare to use doreen's asthma med. i'm still glad i ran though. one more week to SYF. just the thought of us on the stage and everyone else down there watching, makes me so nervous. i so want that gold medal. =x reminiscing. the parade.

it's officially the end of holiday, meaning there's sch tmr. & i'm left with piles of homeworks. hey,i'm still in the holiday mood. lalalalalalala~ off to flip through my chem notes. JA~

i jus realised it's saturday tmr. tt's mean tmr we have to go to nanyang's girls for rehearsal. & i haven practised my zhong ruan. lao zhou say if we dun play well tmr, we have to play one by one. arghhhhhhhhhhhh~ and there's only two more days left of the holidays. i have barely touch my hw. why does holidays pass so fast? i still have so much to do. ytd doreen wanrong & me went to zhaomian's hse for majoong session. zm was so funny doing the dont cha song. LOL. he finally helped me to look up my moon sign. and i think it is quite accurate. it says that i like to do the opposite of wat others tell me to do & i like to look at weird stuffs. actually quite true ~ then zm started to say scary stuff so i screamed for doreen and wanrong to come. & in the end we quickly left his hse running down the stairs while screaming at the top of our lungs. we were like so scared. remind me to not to go his hse again. on the way to wanrong hse. we saw this two mal...

we make sushi at shing's hse today. :D it's our first time making sushi and none of us know how to make. with the help of shing's mum. (thanks!) we make our sushiiiii~ it's not too bad for first timers. at least it's still presentable, right? we played majoong today too. & we taught winnie how to play too. tmr tmr tmr~ holidays is ending soon. i dun wan! forget homework, i will play first. =x & he's so cute . micky yoochun cute cute cute~

went kbox-ing today with my sis. :D we sang from 2++ to 7pm. arnd 4 hours. nonstop singing for both of us. yay~ but my throat hurts now. it was fun though. i've been wanting to go since the dec holidays. & finally`~ btw, one of the kbox guy who serve us looks quite good. heee. next up. i'm gonna go shopping~ i want a new bag & new shoes & not forgetting bottoms too. enjoy your very very short holiday, ppl. :D & the heymath test is stupid. mr chia say is jus a revision for us coz there was an error. urgh~ waste my time. remedial tmr. so i'm gonna go do my phy & amaths hw now, though is 12 midnight already. JA~ wat's a sch holiday without any extra lessons? LOL

went to siyi's hse today. it's my first time to her hse. i like her hse~ it has so many things i want & like. >. we played majoong & i lost. boo~ then we played tarot cards. it was so freakingly accurate and eerie, causing goosebumps all over me. though mine was very weird as it went haywire becoz of my thinking. but i still believe in tarot. maybe i will count again next time when i'm more clear. syf is near. & i very very very much want us to get gold . watever the award, i guess i will still cry. jiayou , rumao queens! :D i can pretend, but somewhere inside, it hurts.

it's been a long time since i have update. seems like my health luck isnt so good recently. so tt time i had twisted my ankle, then i vomitted & had fever and gastric, then it was cramp, now my neck hurts and my leg haven heal. tsk. bad luck~ it's a series of misfortunes. lol. common test week was argh~ it was difficult to study when i'm sick. but i think i did pretty well except for amaths and maybe ss. on a lighter note, last fri we went to corina, yanlin & wanqin hse to bai nian . :D yanlin's mum cooked LOTS of delicious stuffs for us to eat. sushi~ & today we went to shing's hse to do the chocolate cornflake. it's yummy but too sweet for me. & my backbone check report is satisfiable, no need go to the hospital to check up. yay~ :D holiday next week! though it's short but still i cant wait. something is different. something is changing, between us. i can just sense it. i hope it's just my paranoid thinking. =x