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hello! today is my off day and i'm going prom shopping. i'm gng prom shopping when i haven even buy my prom ticket. isnt tt ridiculous? LOL. have a great day, cheerios!

just when i thought i am feeling better, my fever came back again. now how am i gng to work tmr? plus the doctor didnt give me medicine for fever. -.= i want to watch enchanted !!! and today i tried to ask ppl out to watch it. but everybody has either watched it alr or is busy. =.= and i'm only free today because i have mc. guess i'm not fated to watch the movie today coz shortly after i felt a fever coming up. and and and i forget to mention abt charm'd chalet(26/11/2007) in the previous post. it was FUN ! but 2 days and 1 night was actually too short. we planned to do lots of things but we didnt have enough time. the chalet was much better than i imagined. it was very cozy and there's more than enough space for only six of us. it's been a long time since we had a charm'd gathering. we watched movies, went night cycling, took lots of photos, played pictionary, sang karaoke, went to see the sunrise and just simply talked. and by the next morning, everybody was s...

my voice turned to sexy voice then to no voice at all ! voila~ ppl keep mistaking me as my brother when i pick up the phone. and tt's how man my voice is. the doctor gave me three days mc today. he says i have serious throat infection. and it might might might spread to the lungs. but it's a very slight chance. wanted to catch enchanted today with wanrong and also wanted to celebrate jocc's birthday. but the medicine made me darn tired. i couldnt wake up to go out. sorry about that. seems like there's trouble waiting for me when i get back to work. zz and you know, it sucks to be unable to talk. even when i try my best to produce my words, pple still cant understand me. & tt's super infuriating x 100000000000000000. today when i went to see the doctor, i cant even tell him what i'm sick from. and all the people kept asking me questions. there's even one who ask me to do a survey for him. now i understand the feeling of a mute. i hope i get back my voi...

darn. i'm sick. and at a very wrong time. i have charm'd chalet tmr & i so dun want to miss it. i felt like i was gng to have a fever ytd night and ta-da, i got it. today morning, i thought i was better so i went to work. who knows i felt a fever coming up again halfway through work & i couldnt really stand. i couldnt even think straight when others talk to me. so i returned home early. on the bus ride home, my fever rose from 37.6 to 38.2. i hope i get well by tmr, or at least have no more fever. tsk. i hate to be sick.

back from chalet and work! back to blog. today is my off day! i finally finally get to sleep till i wake up naturally. and that is 2pm! LOL. chalet was overall FUN! i finally get to see everyone again. it feels like it's such a long long time since i last seen everyone. all because i am way occupied with work. i'm now so outdated on everything. ): it's like work is getting in the way of my social life. i want to go out with shing they all. first day of chalet 20/11/2007 i had work tt day so i only reached there at about 8+pm. and the amazing race was still going on! i was waiting for shing's grp to reach tampinese to bring me to the chalet. but they were held up to wait for the police to catch a snake they spotted. so i went with yueyin's grp whom i met coincidentally at tampinese. weewu was as usual not speaking at all. LOL. the chalet was ulu as in it's very inaccessible. the bus ride was long... and scary at night. i would definitely be jumpy on the whole bus...

first day of work is fine, just that there is a lot of customers asking me questions. i dun even know how to answer simple qns like the locations of the different depts. the place is so big and confusing that i keep getting mixed up. i'm not even sure i'm walking on the right path. for such a lu chi like me, one day isnt gng to stop me from getting lost. hah. i'm a lu chi~ lalala~ some customers are really nice, they will keep thanking you when you have helped them. i like. :D no work tmr coz i'm gng to the PAE. i'm gng to buy shoes tmr and maybe get a haircut. if not i wont be free again. i want to go shopping & watch movies. anyone? i like my orientation people better, they are more friendly. :D

the 'o's is finally over but i'm going to work immediately. in fact i went to orientation today. orientation lasted the whole day. but actually we did nothing except to sit there and listen as they talked. the plus point is that we are paid for doing this. :D and most of the people in today's group are all very friendly. the newcomers like me in my department are all really nice. there's work tmr too, and the day after, and the day after that, and the day after after that... it feels like i have no more holidays. seems like either you get your holiday or you get your work, you have to choose only one. and i sacrificed my holidays. i feel like sleeping and i have blisters on both my feet. ): oh. & i got my new specs, everything seems sooo much clearer. i hope it dont look too weird on me. and my left eye became 325 but my right eye has almost no increase, still 225. the difference is like a 100. weird~ do i use my left eye more than my right? first day of actual ...

i should have done piles of paper ones by now but i havent. i should be studying now but i'm not. tuesday is the last day of 'o's. meaning it's also the last time we are wearing the fuhua sch uniform. & i feel a little sad about it. not that i love to wear the uniform but it's because this signifies that i have really graduated. this is where my secondary school life will end. i miss school where everybody will talk during bio lessons and sleep during humanities. i miss doing stupid and bo liao stuffs when we are bored during lessons. :D for example, drawing my fingers during english. and helping people on magazines and newspapers to put on make-up. LOL. okay, i should go study and stop reminiscing. but first tv-ing for me. JA~

to work or not to work, that's a question, which has been in my mind for these past few days. i do have a job offering but i dont know if i want to accept it. yea, the pay is lower than expected but... argh~ i seriously need advices. pros of working: i get money & maybe some new acquaintances it's a new experience i get to learn new things it might be fun i might lose some weights (hah) cons of working: i have no time for myself or to go out not enough time to search for my prom dress i will be tired it might be boring what if i have to eat alone i need to travel long journeys at late night (what if i meet some psycho abnn?) i will have no holidays pros of not working: i will have spare time i can use the time to go sign up for a couse or sth to learn a new skill i will have time to go back m'sia for holiday i can go out as and when i like provided the others are not busy cons of not working: i will become a couch potato & become super fat i will eventually be bored...

today, i woke up at 2pm and did nothing constructive the whole day. it cetainly feels like i have wasted a day away. maybe i shall bake tmr or go to the library to do some mcq instead of alternating between the computer and the television the whole day. maybe.

i realised that i'm not working hard enough for my 'o's. if my results sucks, i'm sure gonna regret it. or i think i will just cry. hmmmm.

today was fun. but graduation day was sad. fun but sad. T.T mixed emotions. but one thing i'm sure. i will definitely remember all of you. every single one in 4e3. because it's the presence of each and every one that makes up the class. the joy, the fun, the funny, the scoldings, the sadness, the disappointment. whatever it is, i will always remember it because it's sth i have went through. not forgetting our beloved teachers. thankyou thankyou thankyou. & i will miss all of you. i LOVE 4E3'07.

i think i screwed my english oral today. and the my examiners are really unfriendly. ):

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY & HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINNIE! it's a month since i last blogged and i should have blogged on my birthday but i was too tired. then... procrastination just took over me. heh. so, let's talk about my birthday! I had a grrrrreat birthday. thanks to wanrong, doreen, peishing, pamela, jocelyn, winnie, chongwai & meiling. i love you guys! thanks for all the effort you put in to celebrate my sweet sixteen. it's started when we meet up at doreen hse to give her a surprise. it was successful & we got a good laugh at how scared she was of the "scary' box. LOL. here's the candid photo i took of her blowing the candle. nice right? :D then we went to play pictionary which was super fun. Around 12 plus, chongwai went to sent wanrong "home" but instead they came back with a cake for me! I was still stupidly singing 'happy birthday' with them before i realised it was for me. so i was really surprised. thanks. then we played pictionar...

4.30 4.30 4.30. four thirty is driving me crazy . this week has been so hetic. homeworks, revision papers, tests & birthday surprises. reach home at around 5+ to 6 everyday because of 4.30. T.T less than 6 hours of sleep everyday. i dun wan to be a panda~ i barely can open my eyes every morning & i'm trying really really hard to stay awake for the lessons before recess. my first flag day is tmr. JA~ 1 day till i'm sixteen. :]

so i have decided to be a little less lazy and finally update the post on corina's birthday surprise which was like in april. 21st april 2007 to be exact. 21/4/2007 this was the rose that corina received. honestly, it was the biggest rose blossom that i have seen, not that i have seen a lot of roses. so, that day after school, there was a little commotion involving a certain someone giving corina cookies and rose for her birthday presents. heh. then after that we went "home" without any celebration for her though there was already a plan that she did not know, of course. so we headed to IMM in search of her present and decorations. after hours of searching, we still couldnt wat we wanted so we jus headed to corina's hse. we were doing streamers with papers we bought at IMM while watiting for the shuttle bus, and this attracted lots of stares from the ppl around. and while shopping in IMM, i saw this really cuuuuute~~ girl. she was jus sitting there on the floor, ...

i am so hardworking nowadays . i mean for the past few days. i waked up at the early hours of 8 plus to go "chop" a seat at the library to study. LOL. okay, to rush homework to be exact and do a little bit of studying. seriously, is it the trend to study at the library now or has it started a long time ago? it's like i only reach the library at around 10.15pm and there was no more table. *sulks* (note: the lib only opens at 10am) then there's like lots and lots of ppl coming in as the day goes by. so today was kind of different as i went there with wanrong. & after tt we went to gym! we exercised for about 2 hours and i feel less tired today. i've decided i'm going to gym once every week to lose those FATS weights. and i felt so refreshed after the workout. tired but refreshed. school starts in two days time. bleh. i'm going to chiong all my homeworks faster. to reduce at least a little bit of last minute homework time. i hope. this holidays is like...

ytd was the very first charm'd day . we had a sort of mini celebration cum gathering. so the five of us except birdie went to eat dinner tgt first. after tt, we decided to walk to meiling's hse and meet birdie there. on the way, we were like so high. like some crazy women with the exception of chongwai. LOL. doreen & wanrong even looked like they were drunk. super HIGH~ so we jus sort of went to meiling's hse to rot without any plan. it was an impromptu visit. we watched some funny clips. then we watched the 10pm show with wanrong who is obsessed with it. lol. then we got bored and started to disturb wanrong. when wanrong got bek cek, the next target was naturally doreen. hah. the fun was when we saw a random commercial and decided to play charade! in the end, we played till past midnight & doreen's dad drove all of us home. though it's one day late, but still.. happy belated charm'd day! :D

today's sleepover has been cancelled. ): so wanrong, doreen and me went to gym today. it's my first time going to gym. and i indeed had a great workout today. i want to go again next time. we went to had lunch, then went to slack at wanrong's hse. we watched nada sou sou. it was supposed to be a sad story but i din cry. overall it was okay & i like the brother but he died in the end. ): ooooooo-kay, this post is like so random. LOL. just when i have started to play, holiday is ending soon. boo~ i'm totally in the holiday mood but i still have piles of homeworks to complete and the need to go study. =.=

this holiday is so sinful. so far, after the two weeks of remedial. i have barely touch my homeworks. not to forget i haven even started my plan to study this holiday. =.= it's tv, eat and computer everyday. & & & i will definitely get fatter this holiday. eat and eat and eat everyday. plus my mummy bake mango cheesecake. it's so fattening. argh~ so, i went shopping at bugis today with wanrong. i bought two tees & one jeans skirts. & i ate yoshinoya today. total expense: $36 i need to save in order to last me for the whole holiday. & i haven buy my shoes and bags. :{ friday is our very first charm'd day . and wednesday is our sleepover. then thurs we go to sentosa. yay! 期待-ing~ LOL. oops, and i still haven blog abt birdie's & corina's bdae surprises. plus i still have lots of photos haven post. i'm just to lazy. =x

the class bonding day turned out to be fun and quite a success. our class was very noisy, or the noisiest in fact. the charade cum pictionary was very funny. especially some of the actions. LOL. sadly the forfeit photos we took was very blur. T.T then canot see the toothpaste on their lips. shi bai. =.= the sitting chair game was very exciting too. but we didnt have much time to play the game. they should have change the class bonding time to four periods luh. by the end of all the games, my voice was hoarse from all the shouting. but it was a fun day nonetheless, like a mini class gathering. :D too bad i didnt tou pai photos during the activities. it's such a pity. lastly, thank you mr loh for sponsoring our breakfast !

4 periods to 6 periods of chinese everyday can kill. especially with a EEK! teacher like her. EEWWW~ =.= anyway it's jus one more day. monday is 'o' level chinese. ARGHHHHH! i'm scared. today stayed back and discussed tmr class bonding activities with shing they all. long time nv stayed back and it was fun. we tried the game. the sitting game is really fun! :D & super exciting. hehe. hope our class cooperate tmr. :]

yea. i'm finally back. midyear is over and i have gotten all my results back. i'm not exactly in a good mood now. no, in case you are wondering, it's not about the result. though there a few disappointments here and there. i'm jus so pissed off now. now i have no more mood to blog. wait till you know. let's see how you react by then. would i still be deemed as heartless by you? bottled up.

midyear officially start on monday. & it's geography . AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i hate mapwork. stressed* i'm gonna update after midyear. i hope i at least maintain my standard. jiayou. :D

okay. here's the post i was supposed to upload a long time ago. this was meiling's bdae celebration & preparations. :D let the photos do the talking. our first attempt to bake her bdae cake: doreen is our "maid" for the day. hohoho. ta-da~ our cake though it dont look nice. look at the mess we make. the white white thing on top is the wrong whipped cream we bought. this is the whipped cream that melt very quickly. hee. it's fun to play with though. the actual day: 5th April we rushed to meiling's hse straight after school & decorate her room. ALFRED among the balloons. i put him there. :D the deco. then we got bored while waited for meiling to reach home. we waited for a long long long time. so chongwai went to watch videos at his mp4 & abandoned me and doreen to boredom. LOL. so we decided to tou pai him. EVIDENCE: i forgot to take any photos when the celebration took place. but the moment when we surprising meiling. waiting for her to open ...

the reason why our co didnt get gold isnt because we aint good. it's jus because we added extra instrument to the set piece. and thus a lot of other schools got the 5 marks minus away from the judges too. to think it's such a stupid reason. wth. grrr. so unfair. but... it's okay. it's okay. at least we still know we are still of gold standard. we got high silver. anyway, i want to blog about wat happened last week. but blogger dun let me post pictures. humph. ): i need help with my electromagnetism. the test is on wed. arghhhh!

tmr is saturday & there's actually no need to wake up early and go to combined practice. i shld be happy like what others say but i duno why, i just feel empty inside. yes, i do complain & dreaded saturday morning practices. but it have already become part if my life. four years of co & it's jus ended so abruptly with no warning. from strangers to friends. from zero knowledge of the instrument to a member of the zhong ruan de. time just passes so fast. i can still rmb the very first day when i jus the zhong ruan grp. i miss my ruan. T.T i haven take a photo of it. T.T though i complain tt our costume is ugly but now i think it's nice. plus i also haven taken a photo of me wearing it. T.T so much of 不舍得. seeing laozhou and hearing him talking to us & telling us funny stories. playing zhong ruan tgt as a whole section & enjoying ourselves. crapping tgt & saying lame things. teasing the rumao queens. yea, i have enjoyed myself at co practices. & i a...

to think we have worked so hard. we moved as we were told. we played well. i stared at laozhou the whole time. though i admit it was not our very best one but i thought we were quite good. the feng was very nice & the effect was there. but still the result were very disappointing. i jus couldnt believe it. wth, the judges must be blind. i mean some of the sch who got gold werent even so good. it is because we were the last group? & tears jus dropped when i heard the final final annoucement of our result from ms yau. there was zero hope left. well, another thing is that it's the last day we are in co. but i didnt know. so i haven prepare the things i want to give to them. four years of co. though i have complained. though i have felt like not going to practices at times. but i do not regret choosing co as my cca & ZHONG RUAN as my instrument. when my dear dear juniors gave me the presents today. i was so touched & a little sad abt our last performance tgt. i felt lik...

in less than 24 hours. it will be the moment we have been waiting for. the one chance we get to prove ourselves. if we perform in the standard like today, i'm sure we can get the gold. we jus have to be confident & believe in ourselves. jiayou & MOVE! dont jus hear the music, listen to the music. perhaps it's becoz of the pre-syf symptoms, & i'm so nervous now. *breathe in, breathe out* i'm afraid i cant sleep later, i need sleeping pills! ahh! & there's still maths and physics homework. :( i have completely no mood to do them. i want that GOLD!

after reading sijia then beesuan's blog. i totally agreed with them. seriously, i think that some of the people in co are still not treating the syf as a serious matter. perhaps some of them are jus sec 1 and barely understand the importance of this matter. but that's NO excuses. cant they see that there are people working really hard and putting in lots of effort. the least they could do is to show some cooperation & MOVE `~ instead of jus nodding and continue to play like a stone without any expression, & talk and kid around. even worse, show you attitude. it's just one chance, once, there's no second chance . we prepared for so long for this, going for weekly practices, getting scoldings because we werent good enough, this is all done to perfect our music. i dont wan to get a silver again just because of we did not move. havent we learnt enough from our past years mistake already? perhaps it's really like wat laozhou said that our music is good, but our...

i finally got my new handphone. yay~! *jumps around* K800i. great camera. now i need a pouch for my hp. my plan to stay home to finish all my homeworks today is ruined. have to rush at the last minute again. zz. and the stupid heymath pissed me off. keep asking me to re-login coz it said i have no cookie. i gave up after like ten times of logging in. make me so bek cek. in the end i restart the computer and miraculously, it finally worked. stupid heymath. pffffff.

i love fridays coz lessons are short. mr chia became fido tido today, he was so happy abt it. like a little child. i figured it out & i'm so proud of myself. *beams* =] then we had speech day rehearsal today. i din get to watch the parade coz we have to sit in the hall to wait for our turn to perform. boo~ after the first rehearsal, we went back to the drum room for our briefing. yang laoshi showed us the video she took when we were at nanyang girls'. argh~~~ & becoz she wanted to shoot the dizi behind talking, i keep getting into the video. i looked so toot man. argh~ it's so embarrassing. and now then i realise, seriously we looked so dead when we are playing the pieces. we were indeed sending out the let's-get-it-over-and-done-with vibes. so ppl, we have to move. move it~ LOL and i've decided to pin my fringe up for the sake of syf. it's too distracting. that's about it. nights. making miracles. doing the impossible.

first week of sch was really busy. i sleep at an average 12 to 1am everyday. due to the homeworks. oh well, like zhao mian had said, i was digging my own grave during the holidays. but i am HAPPY that i passed my 2.4km, 15 49. improvement ! :D considering i wasnt in a running mood and in a bad condition. i had difficulty breathing after the run but i din dare to use doreen's asthma med. i'm still glad i ran though. one more week to SYF. just the thought of us on the stage and everyone else down there watching, makes me so nervous. i so want that gold medal. =x reminiscing. the parade.

it's officially the end of holiday, meaning there's sch tmr. & i'm left with piles of homeworks. hey,i'm still in the holiday mood. lalalalalalala~ off to flip through my chem notes. JA~

i jus realised it's saturday tmr. tt's mean tmr we have to go to nanyang's girls for rehearsal. & i haven practised my zhong ruan. lao zhou say if we dun play well tmr, we have to play one by one. arghhhhhhhhhhhh~ and there's only two more days left of the holidays. i have barely touch my hw. why does holidays pass so fast? i still have so much to do. ytd doreen wanrong & me went to zhaomian's hse for majoong session. zm was so funny doing the dont cha song. LOL. he finally helped me to look up my moon sign. and i think it is quite accurate. it says that i like to do the opposite of wat others tell me to do & i like to look at weird stuffs. actually quite true ~ then zm started to say scary stuff so i screamed for doreen and wanrong to come. & in the end we quickly left his hse running down the stairs while screaming at the top of our lungs. we were like so scared. remind me to not to go his hse again. on the way to wanrong hse. we saw this two mal...

we make sushi at shing's hse today. :D it's our first time making sushi and none of us know how to make. with the help of shing's mum. (thanks!) we make our sushiiiii~ it's not too bad for first timers. at least it's still presentable, right? we played majoong today too. & we taught winnie how to play too. tmr tmr tmr~ holidays is ending soon. i dun wan! forget homework, i will play first. =x & he's so cute . micky yoochun cute cute cute~

went kbox-ing today with my sis. :D we sang from 2++ to 7pm. arnd 4 hours. nonstop singing for both of us. yay~ but my throat hurts now. it was fun though. i've been wanting to go since the dec holidays. & finally`~ btw, one of the kbox guy who serve us looks quite good. heee. next up. i'm gonna go shopping~ i want a new bag & new shoes & not forgetting bottoms too. enjoy your very very short holiday, ppl. :D & the heymath test is stupid. mr chia say is jus a revision for us coz there was an error. urgh~ waste my time. remedial tmr. so i'm gonna go do my phy & amaths hw now, though is 12 midnight already. JA~ wat's a sch holiday without any extra lessons? LOL

went to siyi's hse today. it's my first time to her hse. i like her hse~ it has so many things i want & like. >. we played majoong & i lost. boo~ then we played tarot cards. it was so freakingly accurate and eerie, causing goosebumps all over me. though mine was very weird as it went haywire becoz of my thinking. but i still believe in tarot. maybe i will count again next time when i'm more clear. syf is near. & i very very very much want us to get gold . watever the award, i guess i will still cry. jiayou , rumao queens! :D i can pretend, but somewhere inside, it hurts.

it's been a long time since i have update. seems like my health luck isnt so good recently. so tt time i had twisted my ankle, then i vomitted & had fever and gastric, then it was cramp, now my neck hurts and my leg haven heal. tsk. bad luck~ it's a series of misfortunes. lol. common test week was argh~ it was difficult to study when i'm sick. but i think i did pretty well except for amaths and maybe ss. on a lighter note, last fri we went to corina, yanlin & wanqin hse to bai nian . :D yanlin's mum cooked LOTS of delicious stuffs for us to eat. sushi~ & today we went to shing's hse to do the chocolate cornflake. it's yummy but too sweet for me. & my backbone check report is satisfiable, no need go to the hospital to check up. yay~ :D holiday next week! though it's short but still i cant wait. something is different. something is changing, between us. i can just sense it. i hope it's just my paranoid thinking. =x

hi~ i didnt go to sch today coz i'm sick.

today we went to shing's hse to bai nian~! me, doreen, jocelyn, wanzi, corina & zhao mian. it was a sudden decision. initially it was to corina's hse then we changed plan. oh well, we will go to her hse some other day then. shing's parents was very re qing. & her mum offered ask shark fins. hee. THANKS AUNTIE & UNCLE! & then we played some games and in the end we gossiped. omg. shing is slower than doreen. DA FA XIAN . LOL. i'm gonna go bai nian somemore! oh. & before that we had some co thing to welcome the sec 1. sadly there was no macdonalds. BOO~ somemore we had to play games before we can eat. & the juniors aint cooperative. and i one of them commented i was fierce. wat the.. i was just hao xin help only. it was so disoorganised la. BAD juniors. =/ & today i gave up on the physics test coz there's was simply no time. i blanked 12 marks. blank 7 mcq qns. mcq leh. i hope this mark doesnt count. boo~ & i forgot to mention i sprained...

chinese new year i went back to m'sia for cny on the 17th which was last saturday. cny eve. we had steamboat cum bbq at my grandma's hse. YUM~ & my bro and my cousin was playing the "waving to the passing car" game during the car trip. but sadly only one person wave back to them. haha. cny in m'sia was fun. coz i was slacking the whole holiday. sleep, eat, play majoong, play with cousins, wan pao , etc. the results of slacking was chiong-ing hw when i'm back. 14 graph qns. >. back to the point, there are so many new different kinds of pao this year. there's this bee one which will anyhow fly when you light it. scary~ oh. & there was beautiful fireworks & the firecrackers everywhere near midnight. even more than last year. i felt like we were surrounded by fireworks. this is the best part of cny in m'sia. my sis video-ed the fireworks down. it's not very nice in here though. & i miss xiao tank~ he is so cute~ >.

i jus reached home, & my legs are soooo sour. today is a busy day. went to sch for cny celebration & performance. our class only won 1st consolation prize for the inter-class deco competition. boo~ then performance was such a hectic. & some juniors are jus soooooooo.. urgh~ then watch a little concert, mass singing of the teachers. & mr chia was so enthu, sing so loud. & a little off-key. hee. so cute. then we went back to class and get ready for mr loh surprise bdae celebration. & it was a success. the shock face on mr loh face when he saw cw & cz fighting. hee. i got xia dao & scared though i already knew it was all fake. but glad that the surprise was a success. & can see that mr loh was really pleased. plus he said he was touched. :D oh. & cz's mum make DELICIOUS cakes. then rush home & quickly went to meet wanrong & doreen for shopping session! we went bugis & shop till lig wan break liao. & doreen today BIG HARVEST. lol....

yoohoo~ i just had reunion dinner. steamboat. :D & i ate from the start till the end for two hours. hee.. chinese new year in two days time. & i'm gng back soon. fireworks~

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!! & so i finally finish writing the card i made ytd till 1+am. & i gave them out with lollipops today. :D hope they are happy with the gift. THANKS wanrong, peishing, radhiah, boonsiong, cynthia, kokkeong for the chocolates. :D next up is chinese new year. :D oh. & blogger FORCE me to change to the new blogger and create a google account. BOO~ electrolysis test tmr. :/

it's one week since i last blogged. sec four is so busy. it's feb alr. & i'm wondering where did my january go? now one month feels like two weeks. & i'm constantly deprived of sleep. hmmm.. this week we had many tests. & i did a oral reading in front of the whole class on fri. i was so nervous till my hand was so cold. my hands trembled and i stumbled over my words when i was reading. but i scored 9/12. :D & ytd was the result of the 'o' level results. we went to watch and this year result was so good. & now our class have even more stress. also the higher chinese took their results ytd. before tt they was like so nervous. & i was nervous too when i watch them take their results. & they score A1. YAY! CONGRATS! :D i really felt their joy. & these two days we were busy doing the cny class deco. & i think it's fun. & i love our deco. & i accidentally cut my hand today with a scissors again. :( monday is common tes...

it seems like it's a sad sad time of the years. ppl are feeling down & i see tears here and there. i feel like crying when i see ppl cry. :( EAT MORE ICE CREAM, PEOPLE ! CAUSE ICE CREAM HAVE HAPPY HORMONES ! :D

it's been a busy week. had tests & lots of things to do. got back my test results & i jus barely passed. mr chia went for reservice & the new tcher speaks so soft i couldnt hear him but he insists he's loud. i choked on the pungent smell of the gas during chem practical. then.. i forgot the rest. oh. & there's this HUGE issue on wat mdm oen did this week. http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/viewPost1639.aspx i dun understand wat's the sudden "enthusiastic" on our hair & bra. i mean some of them really do deserve the haircut, those with LOOOONG fringe. & i mean reaaally long. but she's jus so unreasonable. already clipped up, left baby hair only also want to cut. she must loves to cut hair. BUT, the thing is.. she doesnt even give a chance even when she sees all the tears. heartless. she jus insists of cutting your hair by her into short, straight fringe. wat's the use of forcing the students to do your way? this aint call disci...

had sectional today. today seemed like a sad sad day. i keep seeing tears here & there. cheer up. (: & i really really think that life is really fragile. must treasure the ppl around you. a car accident jus took away a person's life so suddenly. :(

hi, i'm back. superteen ended ytd. i think superteen is quite a helpful workshop. i learned LOTS of things in it. things about study, the importance of family , moral values, motivation & alot alot more. there was.. funny moments, fun moments, sian moments, tiring moments, & touching moments. though the hours are long, overall i have still enjoyed myself. although i think ernerst is a scary man, & when he says "i'm a nice man, i love children." i think he looks like a wicked witch who eats children. ken is better, his actions are so cute. LOL. but still, THANK YOU ERNERST! THANK YOU KEN! THANK YOU GABRIEL! THANK YOU PETER! it was fun hearing you all teaching us, telling us stories & sharing dirty jokes with us. :D take care. (: & one more thing. cancerian is indeed really emotional like zm said. at least in my case. coz i cried consecutively for two days during the superteen.

i'm so tired.

my brother is such an idiot. he makes me so angry. GRRR.. anyway, the main thing is we had superteen today. overall it's okay. at times i laugh at the instructors. at times i play. :D at times i really felt like sleeping. zz at times i barely could catch wat the instructor is saying. at times i really think that wat the instructor says is really right. oo. but you know. the worst thing is.. it's really torturous to sit at the same place in the library for THIRTEEN hours. at least it's the library not the AVA room. if not we couldnt even see if it's day or night. really will feel like we were locked up. thirteen hours is really too much. imagine early in the morning you took a seat there. then it was finally recess time. but think, you still have abt 9 more hours to go. it's even worse than sch. at least sch let off earlier. & it goes on & on. & i couldnt wait to go home. two more this kind of torturous days. argh~ maybe maybe maybe i will get motivate...

i LOVE LOVE LOVE this. :D so sweet.

today feels like friday. but it's not. boo~ anyway, there was no free games during today pe. RAHHHH! but instead we did tough circuit training. 100 times of rope skipping, 15 times of "backward pushup", jump across hula hoops that are so far, hop the thing, shuttle run, 30 jumping jacks. tt's 1 complete circuit & we have to do twice. in the end all of us was so tired, and my body feels so sore. but we still have to do the phy test when we reach the classroom. i was so tired i could barely think plus i din study for the test. & mr chia caused us to be punished to run for 2min46sec. and he still dare to claim mdm yee is his good friend. grrr.. pian ren. the weekend is coming again. yay~ oh. & i din know my blog got lots of pop-ups. till someone told me. sorry. cause i hates pop-ups too. but i got pop-up blocker, so i din know. & i changed my blogskin. :D

LOL. this is funny. :D i'm supposed to do my bio report now. heee.

today sch was as usual except that something special was planned today by yueyin & cynthia they all. & btw we had chem pratical for the very first time. & it was quite fun. back to the topic. the special thing was there was a surprise planned for kokkeong. & ms wong and mr loh cooperated with us to surprise kokkeong. ms wong is so good at bluffing, she kept kk occupied for so long. LOL. then mr loh came in with the cake & then duno he escape to where le. he looks very shy & like very akward like that. LOL. then we pop the poppers & kk cut the cake. YAY~ & before that cyn & yy gave me a prank toy to scare kk. & he really got shocked. YAYNESS~ kk say my acting is quite good. wahahahahha. the look of surprise on his face was priceless. & his reaction was so funny. & he got paiseh, his faced all red. LOL. big thanks to ms wong & mr loh for willing to help. once again, happy birthday KOKKEONG!! :D

i feel so tired. i feel like sleeping. today pe was torture. & i jus pass my 2 rounds by merely 4 seconds. then my stomach hurts from running. -.- i want free games next time! RAHH! today learning journey was quite fun with the river cruise. it's my first time on a boat & it's really cool & the scenery was pretty. & we keep taking photos on the boat. too bad i din bring my camera. then we went to the supreme court. it was a whole new thing for me. the building structure was really cool coz they used lots of glass. & we were lucky to be able to go all the way up. the view from up there was magnificent. like WOW. then we went to URA. & cw help me spot where our hse was & the sch too. :) the structure was so cool. very very detailed & so small. & the tour guide knows alot but he got too much to say. keep talking & talking. this was an eye opening trip for me. :D

sch was boring today. the time passed soooo slow. & the damn mrs chia made me change place. grrr. today sectional was oooo-kay. except that the instructor wasnt in a good mood. scolded us for every little thing. we cant even whisper. urgh~ &&& when i walked out the sch gate. i was like "shit, i forgot..." i left my financial thingy form in my music file in the instrument room. plus had to hand in the form tmr. & the office didnt have the form. ARGH~! so suay. tsk~ it's so busy. at least superteen workshop isnt on this week. & today is only monday. i duno how i am going to survive till the weekend. tmr there's a learning journey. hope it will be fun. (:

ytd was finally the cca display. this year sec 1 is soooo lucky. they got sweets, oreos, hearts keychains & balloons from co. i can only say the cca dislplay was really noisy & crowded. noisy till when me & QQ was talking to the sec 1. they couldnt even hear us. plus when i was talking to shing. i have to shout into her ears but she still cant hear me. it was difficult telling the sec 1 to join co. coz most of them run when they see us approaching. but i had fun though. playing with the balloons. hitting others with it. hee. :D then we went for combined practice. lao zhou was in a good mood coz he was happy with our effort to pull the sec 1 into co. then i went with wanrong & doreen to walk around the shopping centre. reach home at 3 plus & slept till 6plus. & today was slacking around, lazy to start on my hw. then went to jp to meet my sis to shop. in the end i did nth productive this weekend again. zz. the weekend feels so short nowadays. we are practically ha...

urgh~ damn tired. just reach home. & today is a rainy rainy day. it rained practically the whole day. the only difference is small rain or heavy rain. i dun like rainy sch days. coz it make my shoes wet. :( stayed back to help with the co thing again. & make more hearts. colour one poster. & i pump & blow lots of balloons & sang with pamela. BALLOONS EVERYWHERE~ :D it was PRE~TTY~ too bad i din have a camera at hand. BOO~ i want a good camera phone. BAHHHH~ today is a fun day. coz i was a bit too crazy during after sch while doing the co thing. hee. :P paiseh arh. have to wake up EARLY tmr. even earlier than usual. boo~ hope that lots of sec 1 join our co tmr. *cross fingers for great luck*

heya. jus got home. was helping with the co thing. i help made the hearts using wire thing. it's PRE~TTY~ jocelyn teach de. she's so pro~ but i din help much coz i do very slow. do till 6+ then go home. who knows so suay. when we were about to go home. there comes the HEAVY rain. & i really mean HEAVY . & i jus know that kokkeong & doreen exchange place. so now he sits beside me. actually still not too bad la. at least not sit with someone i dislike. plus kokkeong is quite interesting. && today i was super unhappy. the relief mr lim REFUSED to let us go pe continuously for two days when we had already changed into our pe attire. to think i was so happy when i knew mdm yip din come. i tot finally can play captain ball liao. who knows he REFUSED to let us go down yet again . he was saying wat later we injured, our parents will come with a lawyer to sue HIM. ridiculous. we aint so rich to sue him for such a small thing. we aint some royal family people or some...

woohoo~ i changed blog song le. by TANK de. it's NICE ~ anyway, cca display day is on saturday. hope co can get lots of new members. & zhong ruan get LOTS OF NEW JUNIORS! :D *crossed fingers for lots of luck* sch have been okay nowadays. jus a little stress over the constance reminder of: no time or short time left. :/ hmmm. & today i nearly become a subject rep. if i had known it was maths rep. i would have volunteer le. okay. tt's it. i miss the days when we would just stay back everyday after sch & do nothing .

jus reached home. & i finally finally watch death note the last name . YAY~ L is super duper super CUTE. :D but why did he have to die . :( i cant wait for the weekend to come.

BUSY. STRESSED. TIRED. these are the words i felt for the starting of sec 4. it's only the third day & i felt like as if it's the year end or mid year already. really feel like skipping sch. i understand nil thing of the lessons. & it is only the start of the torment only. sec 4 & 3 really has a huge difference. every teacher's favorite speech is: "this year is VERY SHORT ! you all must buck up. LOOK at the time, you only have a FEW MONTHS! there's NO TIME for you to play this year!" etc, etc. i duno it's our class only or what. the stress is really building up. & the homeworks too. the days feel short with no time for us. & duno who set the timetable. maths PE maths. the person expect us to do maths then go run, come back panting & tired like siao to do maths again. no brain leh. not i want to cricitize, is really~ duno wat the brain thinking. FIRST time see this kind of timetable. plus both also cant late. will die arh. class...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBUDDY~!! may everyday next this year be a GOOD day for YOU~! okay. the time now is nearly 4am. [when i start typing] & i'm still very high~ lol. zi high-ing~ anyway. went to s'pore conference hall again today. to support suona de temporary tcher. marsiling chinese orchestra de concert. FREE tickets. but the seats are in front de. no good. cant see anyth. overall not bad arh. i should say, their individuals are GOOD. there was zhong ruan qi zou too. SPLENDID. their tcher de du zhou also very nice. their co de suona is good. & there was one girl who knows da ruan zhong ruan & liu qin. & she play all of them like very relax like that. li hai~ oh. & the temp. tcher wic last time we dun like de also got pipa du zhou, she played till her fake nail fly out. & she act like nth happen & continue. supposingly doreen they all bought flowers to give their tcher after his du zhou but in the end. end le then give. then i went back to jp with w...