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HOHOHO! MERRY CHRISTMAS!! so i had a fun christmas talking the whole day about boys with wanrong meiling & doreen at meiling hse. christmas eve. suddenly decided to go to doreen's church de carnival. & i went to ride on this. ignore doreen's head. =p we were so scared when we were waiting in the queue. but then we were laughing our heads off at the people sitting on the ride. coz their hair were turning round & round. & they were sliding left and right without control. the thing keep spinning round and round. & i think it was super FUN! i want to ride it again. :D but it hurts alot. coz we all keep sliding from side to side too. & banging our shoulders on the seats. in the end doreen shoulder become like this. see the red patch & blue-black. then we watched doreen's friends played this game. it was funny watching them playing & violent too. then we were supposed to go shopping & see lightings. but in the end never see dao. thanks doreen...

one more week. barely touched homeworks. three wasted days. forgotten knowledges. urgh~

i hate your attitude. it pisses me off. grrr.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHONGWAI!!!! you are finally 15!! :D

finally i can update. it's real busy for me since i came back from m'sia on saturday. i've been out on three days in a row . reaching home only at 9pm three days in a row . sleeping at 2 0r 3+ am for three days in a row . not enough sleep for three days in a row . super super tired. i can already predict that i wont get enough sleep for today too since tmr have to go to sch early in the morning for co. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! some more duno why the night before ytd i got insomnia. i was very tired but i still cant sleep. in the end i only sleep like three hours. zzz 17/12 went to cz hse and i was late as usual. we played 'blind mice' in his room. it was fun & very exciting coz there was no place to run de plus there's lots of ppl. so very scary. then we played daidi & forced cz to do dare & chatted. thanks cz and his mum for all the food & drinks. the coffee ice cream cake(?) was as usual.. delicious! then left with ben & desmond. & i went to li...

yoohoo~ i'm BACK!! & i just reached home. afterrrrrr... two weeks & 1 day . anyone missed me? lol. it's the true holidays back in m'sia. away from everything. everyday is eat, watch tv, play ps, sleep. without any worries. shop till i broke. & i still have lots of things i wanna buy. & i got FAT. FATTER . urgh~ now. it's back from reality. lots of things to do. & i'm super tired. gonna update myself from all the happenings when i'm not around. not forgetting tons of homework. adios~

due to time constraint & the photos uploading extremely slow. i will be back on the camp post after i'm back from m'sia & when i'm free. i'm not sure if i could post some of the photos though. hmmmm.. i wonder. everything is happening too fast to grasp on. when will time ever stop to let me catch up? have a GREAT holiday~!

yo~ i'm back! & going soon. real soon. tired after all the activities. & finally i'm home! slept at 5am at slpover. slept at 3am and woke up at 7am at camp. tired~ but duno why leh. i was still very high during camp. it's the season to be jolly~ lalalalala~ lala~ lala~ Xp i think it's probably due to the lack of sleep. too high liao. camp was not bad. so now i know a little more of the juniors of other sections. at least some of their names. that's good progress. i didn't regret going to camp. since it's part of memory of i in fuhua co & also it's a good experience. kay. i will blog about the details in the next post. i took lots of photos! but.. mostly are photos of the scenery at east coast. i doubt you all will be interested. sleepover was as usual except that BIRDIE din go. duno why leh. sth of him at camp(?) plus he is sort of hard to contact. so we went ah feng's hse. we watched shows & talked alot about everything & any...

so here's the plan. later i will be going to meiling hse for sleepover. then since the next day shopping spree is cancelled. i will rush home then pack my bag & rush to camp. then the 2nd day of camp we will be going to east coast. back from camp will be around thursday evening. then the next day, friday, i will be off to malacca. & wont be back so soon. then i will have no time for myself. i need a new haircut. i need new skirts & shorts. i need a new school bag & bags. in other words, i want some SHOPPING . & time for myself. argh~ i'm tired already . p.s: thanks for the candy cane :D grant me an escape from everything, will you?

kay. i've decided i'm going to the camp since our whole section is going. & also to support the organizers since they put in so much effort. today mdm khor liang xin fa xian. she cooked for us to eat. she cooked curry chicken & kou rou bao. not bad though, it's at least edible. =x oh. & i forgot to mention that last saturday. ms yau was GOOD too. she bought hotdog buns for the whole co using her own money. in the end there was too much left over & she had to go around forcing us to take home. she's really a good teacher la. so after today my fingers finally get a rest. :) since i will be gone for about one to two weeks. by the time i'm back for co. my fingers have recovered. i hope. sleepover tomorow. it's a busy week. & i'm tired already . /edited btw, i added a song i like.

the supposingly continuous three days of orchestra was cancelled today. so i was able to stay at home today! & so today i finally have time to bake. i baked rock cakes all by myself! :D i duno wat's the problem with blogger. it dun let me upload the photo. so my rock cakes look like rock BUT it taste good nevertheless. orchestra tml again. i so dun wan to go. coz it still hurts alot when i play the instrument. & co camp is next wed & thurs. meaning it clash with the clique gathering. urgh~ now i duno which one to go to. i wan to shop~!! but.. since it's the last year plus this year camp is organised by the sec 3. i thought i might go. now i honestly duno which one to choose. urgh~

i'm totally worn out. my fingers hurt like hell. & are now super red like hotdogs, according to my sis. due to my hands dropping skin then still cont'd to play zhong ruan. now it hurts watever i touch. i'm way too tired today. note to self: dont sleep at 2am if you have to wake up early the next day.

went to ah feng's hse ytd till 11+pm. the usual ppl were there. charm'd. BIRDIE! :D birdie birdie birdie~ aint your new name nice? thank me thank me! :D we played mahjoong, went mac to eat, observed & tou pai ppl, kept playing with camera, talked, watched movie & tv, sort of played & joked & crazed around. i want a good camera phone! anyway, it feels GREAT to hang around with them. there's no need to mind your image coz there's no image in front of them like what alson BIRDIE says. it's fun! :D sleepover next tues. i cant wait! youtube-ed the whole day today. since i woke up. and i finished watching kimi wa petto! it's nice, seriously. plus i think momo is cute & shuai! now i have nth to watch. i cant find on youtube sth i like. i dont want to watch sad story or story with very vicious character. i dont like. suggestions? i want to change my hairstyle! but i cant cut short hair. & no matter what hairstyle i cut, my hair also doesnt show ...

urgh~ this stupid cramp is killing me. and causing me to have little sleep. i will be going to ah feng's house to play later. not sure i will be able to go though, in this condition. but i wan play mahjoong! off to youtube-ing again. bye~ kimi wa petto ~

yo~! i'm back again. today is a stay-at-home day. and i baked muffins today!! the first batch wasnt so successful. but the second batch was a whole lot better. but.. i still dont like to eat muffins. i like to eat the fruit tarts! made by cz's mum. i wan the recipe!! & i have super terrible cramp today. tt hurts a lot a lot a lot. urgh~ so i cant even go out if i want. and i went to sectional ytd. ms huang really like to torture us. four hours non-stop practice can kill. and my fingers now hurts and the skin keep coming off. ewww... off to watch youtube shows~ bye~

i just blogged a SUPER DUPER LONG entry. & i feel accomplished now. *grin* :D coz i said everything i want to say. or maybe almost everything. DO finish reading the red part, kay? it's the most important part. take care everyone. :D

hi. i have a man & sexy voice. & everyone loves my voice. lol. yup. i lost my voice at the chalet. came home ytd and i slpt from 2pm to 10pm. wake up for 1h to ate dinner. then fell aslp again till this morning 10am. wow. i din know i could sleep so much. 18h. then i was youtube-ing the whole day. too lazy to update. so here goes. WARNING WARNING: it's a SUPER long entry! & i do mean LONG! so you can skip read only the red part at the end if you are bored. tag me, yea? :D 15/11 DAY 1 woke up early. very early. then waited for doreen to come my hse to lend me fiona's bag. thanks doreen & fiona. i seriously need some new bags. shopping! saw doreen and.. [oops. it's a secret. i almost forget. =x] my bag was damn heavy & i din even bring that much stuffs. walked to 502 there to buy food. we were late. went into the market for a while but we were really blocking the pathway so instead came out to wait. then went shing's hse to prepare the food. and on the...

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! chalet is tml. and i haven: -decide on wat to bring -find a bag that can fit everything inside -pack my bag -do birthday card shit la. & it's 11 already.. so soon.. i think today i no need sleep liao.. plus tml need to wake up very early.. how to stay up tml night? chalet-ing~ back in three days. i hope it will be fun. :D

woke up abruptly at 10am due to a several call.. sectional changed to morning AGAIN.. and instructor reach sch alr with no one there.. stupid mrs chia.. i seriously think she aint FIT to be a teacher.. she dun only make a BAD cca teacher.. she make a BAD chinese teacher too.. i'm not biased here.. but everybody DO HATES her.. or rather NOBODY LIKES her.. and i saw how she brilliantly push the responsibility off yet again.. WOW~ i'm impressed.. she's such a hypocrite & irresponsible teacher.. even more than i can imagine.. i'm digusted by her. went shing's hse discuss chalet thingy and do card thingy till 6+.. feel like there's ALOT of things still unsettled.. & chalet is in TWO days. i dun even know wat to bring.. ARGH!! i'm sick sick sick again.. it's feels terrible la.. nose block & the flu.. i hate being sick.. =/ i hate hate hate elearning.. i have no idea wat to write for the forum la.. so rto flo stan dsor tof lon e du now at s...

i'm pissed. very. fuhua chinese orchestra teachers are all lazy slow stupid IN EFFICIENT & VERY IR RESPONSIBLE. utterly USELESS. of couse with the exception of ms yau. it's their responsibility to go confirm with the sectional instructor the time of the practice. not the instructor come contact you. for goodness sake, they have many others school definitely not fuhua only. & between the co teachers there are definitely miscommunication. either that or they are simply too not clever that they cant even relate a simple message. & our "dear" mrs chia say she duno at all we wan to change our sectional to morning tml which was decided like hmm.. one week ago? and this sentence jolly well just push the responsibility like whew. tt's so easy hor. this shows how irresponsible you are. instead of i duno why cant you just go call the instructor and confirm with her. i dun believe you are that busy that you cant even afford a short few minutes call. &...

today isnt a lucky day.. went to school for the open house.. and was told by mdm khor to go and change into the costume.. in the end only four of us change while the rest was all sitting in the hall practising.. it was so malu, malu & MALU! urgh. stupid mdm khor.. i think she really should be changed down.. then we perform & perform.. mr phor speech cant be more boring.. & i really really wanted the transparent balloon.. it so cool.. but we werent allowed to take balloon.. in the end darren gave me his yellow balloon.. yay~ thanks. after the performance, i wanted to do the batch thingy & the draw the hand thingy.. but they was all close when we finally got time.. ): malu-fying day. 4 days to chalet.. & i;m still not very sure if i wanna go.. balloon

reach home at 8+pm.. i dun like to go home alone at night.. it's scary.. was doing mr ng's card till 8pm at shing's house.. & i;m very satisfied with the card.. cant wait to see his reaction when he sees the card.. it's very creative and funny.. last day of sch today.. & i'm glad there's no more leaving in the fear of unfinished homeworks.. at least temporarily.. open house tml.. zz need to reach sch early again .. zzzzzzz i jus realised the phy forum deadline is today.. shit la.. i have completely no idea.. tt's why i hate e-learning.. *magician mr chia

oh. & i have sth to clarify. coz it really bothers me from wat i saw. fyi, my email is created by my sister years ago so apparently it is not name by me. i never did say i am friendly so dun assume . i had long wanted to change my email address but it is too much of a hassel so if it bother you so much, i will jolly well change it. lastly, i simply hates my email address. so there, satisefied now? assumptions caused misunderstandings. dont you know?

my damn computer broke down on me yet again ytd.. of all time it choose to be ytd.. suay.. things hasnt been going well for me nowadays.. too much things happen too fast.. plus my voodoo havent come back to me.. ): anyway i saw this interesting comic strip.. & i do have these weird little habits.. dont you too? [click to see more clearly] off to go do my maths graph questions.. eight graphs is too much for me to handle.. bye~

saw sth that make my stomach drop. pray that isnt me it isnt me. i'm jus being paranoid. aint i? i chose to escape so everyth will be much easier. i dun wan to face the reality. i chose to avoid it. coz the truth simply hurts too much. i dun wan my peaceful world to fall apart. even if it is all a pretence . don't you understand? don't you? i guess you dont.

boohoo~~~ i LOST my voodoo doll again .. :( if you have seen a white voodoo doll with a sword that is very dirty .. please return it to ME!! thanks a lot. i wonder if my voodoo ran away coz i didnt treat him well.. but i jus mended his head for him ytd.. hmm.. haiz.. my voodoo my voodoo~ come back come BACK. quick doreen say your spell. had full dress rehearsal. shant comment much.. but i wasnt very happy about it & everything else.. & three more days till school ends.. & two more months till school starts again.. & nine more months till the 'o's.. also nine more months till we leave sch.. & i'm not looking forward to it at all . i'm feeling contradicting myself. on one side i want the holidays to come faster and on the other side i rather it not .. i'm so not ready to face wat is after the holidays.. time passes way too fast for us to grab on.. i dun wan~ i wonder where my sec sch life had gone?

this e-learning thing introduced by whoever is TOTALLY TOTALLY USELESS ! 1) it waste our precious time 2) it adds on to our already heavy load of homeworks 3) the website is utterly lousy & constantly down causing us to unable to finish our assignments in time thus causing troubles to the teachers too 4) wat's the use of doing an online test when we have to submit the workings the next day? plus the whole test thing is like useless coz we can totally discuss the qns and we dun have the keys we want to type in our answers 5) it would be much much easier to do our assignments & tests on paper instead of keying in the damn website 6) we dun learn anything from the dumb website 7) it cause us LOTS of unneccessary TROUBLES 8) & lastly, it is simply a STUPID idea this is WHY i HATE E-LEARNING . i spent like 3h doing the dumb website thing.. and in the end i fail the stupid test.. i think my ans is right leh.. at least i think i dun deserve to fail.. duno la.. and now i...

wake up at the unearthly hours,7AM.. meaning i only got about 5 hours of sleep.. i swear my eyes will becum smaller and smaller due to the eyebags if i continue to be like this.. i dun wan~ it's already very small.. combined today was okay.. except it was so cold that i was shivering & my fingers were numb from the cold.. mdm oen really is biased against co.. she din bother about our request of changing co teacher, mdm khor.. if tt khor continue to be like that.. fuhua chinese orchestra will be destroyed in her hand.. went to eat at jp with wanrong then went to the library.. & when i was going to rush to meet cw they all.. i found out i lost my voodoo doll.. ='( & i walk rounds and rounds around the library and still cant find it.. in the end i gave up as i was rushing for time.. so i went to use the computer there.. & guess wat? i saw MY voodoo doll at the keyboard of the computer next to me.. woa.. heng ah, i found it back.. it's a charm'd thing.. i wo...

YAY~ congrats me.. i jus finished editing this skin.. it took me AGES.. it's 1am now.. and i have to wake up at abt 7am tml.. that left me ONLY 6 or less hours of sleep.. urgh~ wat i like about this skin: -it's very bright -the scence in the photos is really pretty -& i like the colour off to sleep now.. nitez`~ oh. & i love this picture ---------->

i found out how msn emoticons were created! lol. like this: i cant rmb a thing much abt sch.. the phy test review ws was quite okay.. & mr chia is funny plus cute as usual.. wat with him keep sliding arnd & almost fall down.. rafidah is very horny though.. keep linking to wat reproductive system which has completely no link.. but surprisingly she is quite a good bio teacher though.. except tt i think she is eccentric & very weird.. at least her lesson arent boring & make me wan to fall asleep.. and i still think she is a transvetite everytime i look at her.. & we come to a conclusion she is one.. she REALLY REALLY looks like one lor.. at least she reminds me of one.. waited for pam after sch while we chatted in class with zm & doreen.. then went to eat chicken chop & spaghetti.. YUMMY~ i hereby declared that zhao mian owe me & doreen & pamela a treat of watever we want. & he shant go back on his words otherwise........ decided this afterno...

just finished the sound quiz and phy course.. yay for me~ e-learning is totally pointless.. & the website totally sucks.. it keep asking me to log in again & again .. it's IRRITATING! tys test tml.. i thought tests wasnt supposed to appear in headstart? but apparently it does.. anyway pass can liao the test.. today lessons were okay, not toooo boring.. ate pizza after sch.. SUPER FULL & YUMMY!! thanks to kK, cw, ben & des for the treat.. but had to wait really looong.. the delivery service wasnt efficient at all .. it took ages even to order.. after tt we went to play captain ball.. it was fun la.. the first game was fun.. bcoz i could catch the ball miraculously.. FUN~ though i felt like puking the whole time.. next time dun exercise after you ate.. after some of them left.. we took a break and sat down talking.. while we were playing.. there's a weird uncle looking at us play with a tiko look and smile on his face.. he was really near the court.. eek!! digust...

i'm gonna change my blogskin soon.. as soon as i am free have lots of time.. well.. english lesson is so-so-so-so-soooo boring.. & humanities were no better.. summore mdm siti still kept us in for 15 mins more.. every minute spent more in these boring lessons is a torture.. especially english since we cant talk.. headstart has barely started & i'm sick of it already.. argh =/ arent headstart supposed to get us ahead of our syllabus? then why are we still behind the syllabus? hmm.. perharps it's becoz the teachers kept on not coming to lessons? [note the sarcarsm -.- ] the headstarts lessons are all useless except maths.. and wat's with the dumb e-learning thing plus the more-than-usual-school-days homeworks? argh~ lots & lots of assignments.. & i have absolutely no idea how to write a biography of a shoe .. status: brain-dead brain-dead brain-dead X( i'm not exactly in a good mood now.. full of complaints . /blah

headstart starts today.. english was really really really boring.. & time passes really really really s-l-o-w.. then no tcher din came for chem.. and spent the period "studying" the yearbook and munching mars bar.. yummy~ thanks wenbin.. and then talk & talk till maths.. 2 whole hours in the library.. FUNCTIONS.. was rushing all~ the way.. no time to feel bored.. went outside to eat after sch.. thought i was going home myself since the others had sectional.. in the end stayed in class talking about all kind of things from ghosts to flasher.. and gave a little idea of the co camp.. still wondering to go co camp anot.. then walked home with cw and ben.. chocolate is my happy food :D

it's back to school tmr.. zz headstart programme starts tmr.. and i haven touch a teeny weeny bit of maths.. argh.. zz went to sectional today.. and it was ooo-kay.. but with the plaster it's hard to play.. and i cant really press the string.. plus it kind of hurt.. corina and me went to see our result slip.. and and and.. i got six!! mayb i can get my $1000.. YAY~

hey everybody~ :D it's been one two three four days since i blog.. after thurs the "last" day of sch.. i've been staying at home.. switching between tv and computer.. so shuang~ wahahaha.. skip sat's co coz my hand haven healed yet.. gng tml's sectional.. hope my finger doesnt bleed if i over play.. hmm.. tt's about it i guess.. & GOOD LUCK FOR EVERYONE TAKING CHINESE 'O' LEVEL TML!!!! jiayou~

death note is really really reeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaally nice !! go watch it.. go watch it.. i think it's worth it.. both the characters are really clever.. real genius.. the story plot is good too.. death note 2~ i cant wait!!! and i almost forgot there's sch tml.. haiz.. i haven complete my cedar girl paper.. triple maths tml.. sian.. "last" day of sch tml =/

i cut my finger by a pen knife ytd.. and it becum like this.. it was quite deep a cut and the blood kept flowing.. i put a plaster and it was quickly stained full of blood.. boohoo~ =( guess i cant go co tml coz i cant play zhong ruan.. and it is super super super ma fan.. coz i cant touch water for a week.. so i have do everyth with one hand.. and trust me.. it's diff to bath with one hand.. reach home late three days in a row.. ytd had co.. practise till my fingers hurt.. and still have to continue.. the sectional teacher is so strict.. keep wan ask to practise practise practise.. so we practise continuously.. then had combined.. then went to doreen hse and she suddenly had to go to her church office at suntec to help out with the halloween carnival held today.. so i went with her to help.. and tt's how i cut my finger while i helped with cutting the paper.. went there till very late.. and i reach home bathed and was sound asleep immediately.. today went to the halloween carn...

wake up in the morning and rush to cz hse.. last minute decide to go his house.. thanks his mum for all the food.. especially the fruit tart or duno wat.. it's damn nice.. i wan the recipe and learn to bake it!! watch scary movie 4 but i have no idea wat it is talking about till the end.. just tt it's quite funny.. chatted to abt 7+.. nowadays most of the lower secs are incorrigible.. & kK gonna cook for us to eat!! only if it's edible.. haha.. xp after tt they went home.. and i went to the library till 8+ then went home.. co for the whole day tml.. sectional in the morning combined in the afternoon.. urgh.. i dun wanna go.. i'm getting tired of my cca.. =/

argh.. i'm sick out of sudden.. perharps it is because i took a nap and thus has indigestion leading to fever? i duno la.. vomitted ytd after i ate my dinner.. and vomit all my dinner out.. then felt gastric pain coz there's was nth in my stomach.. ate sth and vomitted again .. went to slp instead and vomitted yet again at abt 4am .. and i vomitted gastric juice meaning hydrochloric acid as there was nth in my stomach.. the feeling was horrible.. woke up today and i had a fever 38.7.. and i couldnt eat anything except plain porridge as i still feel like vomitting.. urgh.. it sucks to be sick.. =/

i changed blogskin again .. this skin is really cute.. can play with the thing at the top.. and you put it up and it will bounce by itself.. can play when bored.. xp gonna change skin again very soon.. p.s: it's my 100th post :D

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nth much to say.. came to blog to say sth.. peishing is a bian tai lao !! ARGH!! lol i blogged as i said xp oh. & PIZZA tml ! yay~ & & & i WANT MORE PE!! today pe is FUN + FUNNY!!

been checking my email.. there's alot alot alot of mails.. and some are realy funny some are really cool.. there's one with a whole list of lame jokes that's funny.. but still haven checked finish.. school have been really boring and restless nowadays.. we just dun have the studying mood.. checked the marksheet today.. & i managed to luckily get an A2 exactly for english.. woohoo~ i'm on a lucky streak recently.. :D overall result was unexpectedly good.. :D got all A except for the dumb humanities, a C.. =/ 1 more mark to a B.. argh.. who ask my humanities so lan.. guess it just aint my forte.. next week marking days are taken over my co.. so jian so jian so jian.. marking days still need to come back to sch.. zzz i cant wait for the chalet.. were discussing the game today and got really excited.. CHALET CHALET CHALET but hor.. our class very uncooperative de leh.. talk to them then like nv listen de.. difficult to communicate ah.. haiz~

YAY YAY YAY ~ today is a HAPPY day.. got back all my results & got ALOT of surprises.. i got 33.5/50 for geog.. knows wat tt means? it means.. i passed my geog!! I PASSED MY GEOG!! I PASSED MY GEOG!! I PASSED MY GEOG!! i thought i was sure gonna fail BUT i PASSED!! wahahhahahahha.. this makes me SUPER happy.. :D & i mean super super super happy.. another thing is i manage to just pass my social studies.. i was hoping for just a 11 for my seq so i could pass.. & i got a ELEVEN.. woohoo~ at least i passed.. & more surprises for me.. i got an A1 for bio !! wee~ second in class for physics 93/100 ! & 81/90 for chinese paper 2.. WOOHOO~ i guess today is a lucky day for me.. i'm real happy my overall results didnt turn out as bad as i thought.. XD lessons resuming tml.. at least maths lessons.. ahhh.. so boring~` i wan to relax after exams like the lower sec.. oh. & went to co sectional today.. got a new sectional teacher.. she's rather strict & look...

changed blogskin.. changing AGAIN soon.. i'm drained out now.. i like this skin de bright colours.. tt's about it.. rotting at home this weekend.. let's set a date for clique outing, uh? go watch death note maybe?

you both completely ruined my mood.. i'm just being nice & decided to teach your son.. and since you wan to take his side so much.. why dont YOU go teach him? his YOUR son, mind you, NOT MINE.. you dun even noe wat his does in sch and wat he knows.. no wonder his results and attitude are like this, sucks totally.. if you wan to give in to him for everything.. FINE. i dun wanna care anymore.. damn you. damn BOTH of you..

it's results day today.. got back the subjects that i studied more.. chem maths eng & ss sbq.. heng nv get back geog.. i was super duper nervous.. overall quite satisfied la.. especially my chemistry!! my chem result make me so HAPPY!! 81/100 shock sia. first time score so good for me.. despite i did section c in a rush.. yay yay yay~ i was disappointed in emaths paper 2 and a little in functional writing & ss sbq.. overall it's okay la.. i dun wanna get back my humanities.. seriously. felt like going home during recess but that's like so impossible.. oh. & i'm so proud of my "student".. she PASSED her amaths and emaths.. woot~ happy for her.. prove tt i aint such a bad teacher at all.. wahahahahaha.. jiayou wanrong~ got back my class tee today.. it's a little too big for me though.. and and.. mr ng talked to us today.. make me sad again.. coz he kept talking to us as if it's his last day.. felt like it was our graduation day rather than th...

oh. & mr chia is so cute.. he gave us children's day present.. a smiley stress ball & a pen.. i'm sure gonna need it tml.. stress ball..

my stupid computer sot again.. so i will jus blog about a short one on ytd.. no sch today and ytd.. went out ytd.. we went to vivo city citylink esplanade marina square & finally back to jp for late dinner.. my memory of ytd was walking walking & MORE walking, toys'r'us, a movie, some arts, some scenery, shopping & ljs.. vivo city is like so big we kept walking in the wrong way.. we walked more than we shopped.. only saw a necklace i like & nth else.. watch 'john tucker must die' ytd.. it's nice & very funny.. nicer than i expected.. should go watch it.. seriously. & i want to watch 'death note'!!! saw the preview ytd.. sch resuming tml.. meaning getting back our results day.. i dun wan.. i dun like to get back bad results.. =/ anyway i have no idea wat to bring to sch tml.. and i din complete those eoy pratice paper the tchers gave.. urgh~ hope it wont be a long day tml.. & i'm getting my class tee back tml!

eoy is over~ officially OVER. emaths paper 2 was easy today.. paper 1 was okay with some diff qns.. i gave up 5 marks.. went to darren hse right after exam.. ate kfc watched movie played drank water crapped & laughed.. played till 8+.. now i'm super tired.. feel like sleeping.. we played dai di.. then bet water.. and i drank 3-4 cups.. pamela suay sia.. she drank 9.. darren also drank alot.. we all drank till we feel like vomitting.. very high & noisy.. & we got our class tee today but i didnt get mine.. coz the M size got prob.. then my S size is the sample.. anyway i think our class tee is NICEEE~ so we are going out tml.. but i've got no idea where we are going.. coz someone help plan our schedule for tml.. i jus noe we are gng to watch movie.. tt's abt it i guess.. i kept forgetting wat i wan to say.. no sch no sch no sch~ =D

so i went jp library to "tutor" some maths.. haha.. in the end, ended up at macdonald talking & laughing.. oh. and while i was revising physics last minute ytd.. my mum & sis & bro was in the room.. & we started talking about our embarrassing incidents.. laugh till my jaw hurts.. duno why they suddenly so high.. ended up i couldnt concentrate on physics.. and i remembered the embarrassing fire drill incident.. hahhahaha.. hilarious.. shant elaborate.. today, i saw a REALLY REALLY rare scene on the bus.. i went up to bus and i heard loud noises.. at first i tot it was the usual noises but the bus didnt have much people.. and i regretted not going upstair.. the noise in fact was from ONE auntie.. she was scolding LOUDLY in hokkien.. no choice but to sit down sumwhere opposite her.. i thought it was really brave of the jc girl who sat two seats away from her.. main point was the auntie was really really agitated.. and the fact tt she was like talking to herself i...

ARGH!! i'm going to be late AGAIN.. too addicted to youtube liao.. wahahhaha.. meeting wanrong at jp for emaths at 2.30pm.. hope i can make it.. short post for now.. today physics was okay.. not as difficult as i expected.. exams ending soon~ i've got no happy feeling leh.. mayb becoz i slacked on the whole exam period all along? anyway i want to go out lots with my friends when exam over.. wee~ gonna rush.. addicted. im not missing you~

shit. i cant concentrate on studying physic.. too much distractions.. all zhao mian's fault la.. i actually put my mind into studying physic already.. but.. zhao mian called me and keep telling me not to study.. then now my determination has drop to zero.. physic physic physic.. blah.. i will just take a SHORT break first.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... exam isnt over yet.. you know? there's still PHYSICS & emaths left.. you know? but.. i didnt know today.. coz i played the computer watching youtube the whole day.. shit. gonna revise physic later le ba and do tys.. if not.. sure die.. i guess i'm TOO slack today.. anyway, it's super hazy today.. reaching even PSI: 150.. i wonder wat it get too hazy.. can we go sch on monday?

afterall i did celebrate mooncake festival this year.. went to play jus now.. like wat we do when we were kids.. haha.. we got tong nian de.. this year is a different mooncake festival.. after several suggestions we decided to play at the EERIE top floor of a car park.. super scary.. coz the whole car park so big.. then it's like noone was there except us.. plus it was so hazy.. couldnt stand it.. so we decided to play captain ball.. it was four girls against four boys.. and obviously we were on the losing end.. then kok keong came to help us.. nonetheless it was fun.. coz i laugh till i stomach pain.. then lights was out.. and we played candles.. or technically speaking we wasted candles while chatting.. went home after tt and cw send everyone home.. & fiona's family is like so bonded.. envious sia.. i WANT to stay in contact with my friends after i graduated.. but it's like so difficult.. everything changes when we graduate.. ppl go DIFFERENT jc ppl go DIFFERENT poly...

bio was hell today.. so damn difficult.. i was like crapping all the way.. this, a result of me not studying very well ytd.. slept at 12.30am coz i really cant stand it.. but still.. i think my bio will be better than my geog.. yayness~ exam is like over already.. left only phy & emaths.. went to jp with aunt today.. she's going on holiday today and she is only buying the digital camera today.. so we bought an olympus digital cam.. yay yay yay~ it's as good as mine.. so tt's sth off my wishlist.. hmmm.. then went around buying things.. so end up reaching home late.. moon cake festival is today.. aww.. coz exam period clash with it.. we cant follow our tradition.. that is: celebrating at ah feng's house then sleepover.. feels kinda of weird without it.. let's have a make-up one someday? X) tuesday movie marathon. wednesday shopping. chalet on nov & dec. oh. I CANT WAIT ! ! XD and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMIN!!!

tml is bio.. & i;m still super super super slack.. not me only.. doreen & pam too.. we went to eat then after tt went to eat dessert.. it's not as if it's the last exam.. but it feels like it.. we din have the motivation to study.. i guess it's because we have given up already.. while others are pia-ing.. blah.. watever.. today amaths was okay jus a little no time.. coz we have done all those qns b4.. abit of contradicting with myself here.. i sort of wan the exam period to end faster & sort of wan it to last longer.. coz exam period is so shuang.. no homework early go home.. ahhh.. it's simply like holiday except with the exam part.. blah.. crapping here.. real tired.. mayb i will go take a 1 hour nap.. then study ba.. long time nv take nap le.. good luck good luck good luck~

urgh.. stupid geog.. today geog is horrible terrible vegetable.. i totally given up on it ytd and today.. got the paper and see the map.. sian diao.. demoralised me.. in the end no time to finish.. sure fail de this time.. before geog exam.. ask zm wat if i fail? he said fail then cry lor.. told zm if i finish the paper i think i will fail then i will cry no nd wait for the result to come out.. in the end? cry lor.. damn it.. please? can i jus have a pass please? meeting wanrong at jp library later.. amaths tml.. mr chia is the setter.. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! i dun feel like it's exam period.. i'm so slack.. addicted to youtube.. =p

shit. i'm so dead. i just wasted 1 hour watching youtube. oops.. no time. shit. shit. shit. left about 4h to study only..

ahhhhh.. i finish watching goong.. it's super nice.. was jus going to eat and then study geog.. but then.. couldnt help it and watch.. and watch and watch.. super nice.. sit there and watch.. one moment cry one moment laugh.. nice nice nice.. at least i think so.. goong 2 goong 2.. faster faster.. addicted addicted.. X) okay.. now i can finally concentrate on my studies.. geog tml.. yucks yucks super yucks.. i dun wanna fail again.. =( must study study study.. today chem is urgh.. i have no time to finish while others have so much time left.. cham.. coz i think very slow in chem.. i nd to think really really long to get the ans.. urgh.. at least i know i wont fail.. should be.. you know.. i'm seriously not in the exam mood.. no feeling i'm in the IMPORTANT & FINAL exam of the year.. i think i studied harder and were more stressed during common test 2.. i just dont know.. mayb later i will be stress le.. lucks everyone! ESPECIALLY FOR ME!! p.s: i dun wanna grow up

long long long time nv blog.. coz my computer broke down coincidently around the corner of eoy.. jus fixed back ytd.. big THANKYOU to my neighbour!! though it's eoy.. but still cant help it and came online.. lots of things to say and blog about the week without computer.. but forgot all about them already.. if i rmb i will write.. just rmb tt there's one day felt quite sad coz mr ng spoke to us like it's the last time already.. coz he's leaving this year.. ss is okay.. jus no time.. tml is chem.. urgh.. and i slack the whole day.. watching goong.. it's super nice.. and i'm addicted to it during the eoy period.. shit.. gonna study now.. though a bit late but still.. LUCKS EVERYONE & JIAYOU FOR EOY!!

in the end slpt at 2.30++am ytd.. argh.. today's chem presentation was okay.. we became very stressed bcoz we were the first grp without a skit.. and i was very nervous.. darren was worse.. his hands were trembling worse than mine.. but overall it's okay although abit messy.. and our bomb did "POP".. yay~ anyway glad tt it's over.. :D oh. and i wan to say.. darren is really a nice person.. all thanks to him for making our demo possible.. coz he did MOST of the work.. the ppt presentation, the expt, the idea.. he really very good lor.. coz we bully him.. ask him do.. then we only help in trying the expt.. haha.. guilty sia.. anyway, THANKYOU DARREN! geog test tml.. i scare i will fail again.. haiz.. good luck to me~ go slp liao.. 11+ today.. finally.. so early..

it's 1+ am.. & i still haven slp.. haven finish canot slp.. i scared i fail tml tests.. coz i only study a little bit at darren hse.. shit la.. proj also dun care liao.. maths corrections also dun care liao.. tml then do.. i really cant stand it.. my eyes can barely open.. i wan to sleep! i wan to SLEEP!! I WAN TO SLEEP!!! SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP S...

went to darren for the FOURTH days in a row.. and and and.. i forgot to mention ytd.. we saw ALSON again at the same coffee shop ytd.. and and and guess wat? we saw ALSON AGAIN!! at cu today.. so coincidence.. SO SO COINCIDENCE.. too coincident le ba.. i guess darren and alson are too fated.. ahahaha.. today we so guai.. spent most of the time doing the expt then study bio.. no tv no computer games no playing.. so guai.. coz there's test & the demo is tml.. & i'm proud to annouce: our expt finally SUCEEDED!!! yay yay yay~ but.. still got alot haven finish.. mainly the presentaton.. & our video cant watch.. shit. busy busy busy.. got to do the presentation.. do the maths correction.. and then study bio & emaths test later.. ARGH!! no time la.. and i SUPER feel like sleeping.. stressed. & exams arent even here YET. damn the stupid video converter. so jian.. wat only convert 60%.. and only convert full when you buy it.. jian~ waste my time dl here dl there.. ...

ahhhhhhhh.. can barely open my eyes and it's only 9pm.. i wan to SLEEP!! but.. there's phy test tml and i haven study.. haven even touch my tys.. urgh~ went darren hse thrice in a row.. but his hse is still fun.. manage to study a teeny weeny little bit of phy.. then got distracted again.. our expt has still not exactly succeed.. coz we only make it pop ONCE.. haiz.. i'm pissed off by sumone.. & i guess i'm disappointed too.. the more i think about it, the more pissed.. okay. i'm sorry if my unintentional actions cause you unhappiness.. it wasnt suppose to be like tt to me.. watever. if you think tt is the case.. so be it.. i dun feel like explaining.. coz i believe if one's mind is set.. watever you say wont make a difference.. wth. shant elaborate.. everything gets TOO complicated when it is all written in blog for everyone to see.. gng to study now.. bye~ on the verge & its breaking down.. & i'm here helplessly with no idea wat i can do.. or...

rush went to darren's hse straight after sch.. partly to do chem proj but mainly is to play.. wahahahahaha.. darren's hse is SUPER fun.. i wanna go again.. but after EYE ba.. coz his hse simply hav TOO MUCH distractionS.. sad to say: our chem expt din exactly suceed.. but it was fun.. all the laughing shouting & running.. we all very kiasi.. :D reached home at nearly 8pm.. and slacked till now.. shit.. MATHS MATHS MATHS.. i haven do.. i'm so DEAD.. it will take me HOURS to finish.. prepare kopi-o!! oops.. i dun drink coffee.. wish me luck tt i can finish my hw before 2am.. GOOD LUCK!!

die die die.. i haven done my TONS of hw except amaths 1.. i DUN WAN go sch tml!! jus reach home.. how am i gonna finish my hw? die die die.. cham cham cham.. NO NEED sleep liao.. went to do chem proj today at darren's hse.. darren hse is SUPER fun.. got alot of things to play.. and alot of junk food.. 3/4 of time we are playing and slacking.. or mayb even more.. at least we make a little progress today.. hope our eperiment dun fail or we are so DEAD.. and today i finally understood the phrase: " cant judge a book by its cover " haha.. xp EYE is jus round the corner.. gonna start revising BA.. if i got the determination.. sumone must pull me to go study.. motivation motivation.. give me some MOTIVATION.. p.s: i wanna go darren's hse to PLAY again!

oh oh oh. & i was deciding really hard whether to go co tml MORNING .. coz everybody or rather A LOT of ppl is going HSK tml.. i no nd go toa payoh for the HSK.. but if i pon co.. like very sorry to sijia sipei & JUNIORS.. pangseh them.. but i'm really really REALLY tired.. i need SLEEP~ can i dun go just this sat? ahhhh.. i duno.. but i'm sure tml morning i sure cant wake up.. so the ans is probably NO! ahhhh.. so FAN~

i'm having the blogging blues. LOL. coz there's like nth interesting to update.. and i'm busy watching youtube. LOL. school is boring except MATHS!!! mr chia is super cute la.. he was like plotting how to hide if ms betty lee saw him teaching maths during reading period.. haha.. & he was talking to himself.. asking and answering his own qns.. so cute~ & he taught us ENGLISH though his eng is lousy according to him.. maths is the only lesson i'm awake.. & also english taught by mr chia.. i'm VERY awake.. mr chia makes us laugh.. plus he's cute.. him =)) LOL. he's getting his medical report.. hope he will be FINE .. this week is homework S week.. & next week is class test S week.. plus a chem proj tt we haven even start.. presentation next week.. stressed ah.. so many so many hw.. i cant even keep track wic one is when nd to pass up.. one week more and here comes EYE! good luck to me & everyone~ i forgot wat i wan to say.. so i guess tt...

sch is as usual.. [BORING~] but sth make me happy today~ the fact tt i'm weighing lesser by not one not two but THREE kg.. or 2.5kg to be EXACT.. wahahhaha.. though the scale is wrong.. i think.. coz everyone got lighter.. but it still make me happy~ wahahaha.. but i din grow any taller.. BOO~ oh. & zm summore still recorded wrongly wrote my weight as 59kg.. shocked me.. heng i got go checked & retake.. was so scared that it was not he record wrong is i hear wrong.. heng is him~ so we planned to go home early today.. but our early-go home plan is always ruined.. and this time there's no exception too.. in the end reach home at 6+pm instead.. jus when we were going to pack bag and go.. boonsiong asked us wan to go restock.. me & doreen being very kind [wahahahha] decided to go.. but we PLANNED to go eat ice first.. & AGAIN our plan is RUINED!! not by boonsiong.. but.. by some christian this time.. AHHHHHHHHHHH!! shldnt have been so kind to help her do survey.. ...

oh. ya. nth interesting happened in sch.. but.. we had fun AFTER sch.. went to eat with doreen & pam.. today is NOT a lucky day for cancerians.. or mayb is doreen bring suay us.. wahahahaha.. anw.. wat we wan to eat.. there's no more left.. so we had no choice but to go out to eat.. & very COINCIDENTLY we saw.. ALSON NELSON TAN MY LONG-LOST JIEMEI! ahahaha.. so qiao~ so we sat down to talk then we ate.. & we talk & talk & talk & talk.. & after we talked.. i felt hungry again.. so we went to CU jus beside to eat dim-sum.. & we eat & talked crap AGAIN! alson is indeed a magnet to elder women.. we witnessed it today.. wahhahahha.. then he went back to fuhua & waited for us outside sch while we went to packed our bag.. wat can i say? alson always have to burn a hole in his pocket everytime he sees us.. & we always bully him.. he so suay~ p.s: i still cant sign i n to msn.. ARGH!

wat's the problem with msn? i cant sign in & my msn.com is in LATIN.. hmm.. mayb msn dun like me.. ='( oh. & i ytd forget to say.. me & doreen went to library.. and saw a tiko bangala.. walao.. suay suay suay suay SUAY!! shant talk abt the details.. urgh.. so today is the first day of sch.. nth much except tt i cant wake up.. all bcoz i rush hw till 1+am ytd.. sch is as usually BORING.. & the FIRST DAY of sch.. teachers are already setting tests dates for us.. AHHHHHH!! so stress.. boohoo~ i wan to get good results for EYE so i can get my scholarship.. then i will be able to buy a new hp & digital cam & everyth i wan.. but.. it's so so so so so so so x inifinity DIFFICULT.. i guess i'll jus keep dreaming~ oh oh oh. & today we had a special assembly for kuang zhen.. the boy who died.. the sch showed the clip of him on the interview he had.. was saddening la.. seeing him talk abt how he won the battle, the painful process.. & he dun wan to ...

last day of holiday meaning sch starting TOMORROW.. [wat?! tt's like so FAST~] sch starts means boring lessons many hwS & lots of stress.. following up with all the tests and exams.. and then end-of-year.. all happening in a month.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! after end-of-year though got holiday.. but.. after holiday.. we are SEC FOUR le.. so fast.. i DUNWAN!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! i cant imagine.. anyway.. went to do hw today.. went to meet guiyen they all first.. heng i din stayed over ytd.. if not i thk tml i no nd go sch le.. haha.. all like wan to die like tt.. but i din play dao.. no fun de.. eee.. i wan go next time.. after tt went to chiong hw.. manage to finish EMATHS.. yay yay yay.. but.. still got phy and AMATHS.. die.. no nd sleep liao.. chan.. gtg.. go chiong hw liao.. must burn midnight oil liao.. cham.. bye~

damn tired.. bbq was okay i guess.. due to lack of sleep.. and after using all my energy to carry things.. i became not high.. sianned.. and anti-social aka zi bi.. and not feeling well wan to slp.. haha.. sorry ah.. so sao xin.. but then the ppl there i almost all duno de.. so sianned.. after tt was more okay coz can sabo guiyen and our clique members came.. then become more high.. coz was sort of a mini class gathering cum kindergarden gathering.. and the later it is, the more fun.. so more HIGH~ haha.. was super super tired.. IF tml wasnt the last day of holiday.. IF tml i need not rush hw.. IF tml i no nd go do project.. IF i got bring clothes.. IF i wasnt so tired!! then i would have DEFINITELY stayed.. coz sleepover is SUPER FUN~ anyway THANKS alson for lobang-ing us.. & THANKS chongwai for walking us home.. thankYOU thankYOU THANKYOU!! super duper extremely TIRED.. in short, i'm worned-out.. i wan go slp liao.. nitex everybody.. i had a looooooong day~ =))