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had sectional today. today seemed like a sad sad day. i keep seeing tears here & there. cheer up. (: & i really really think that life is really fragile. must treasure the ppl around you. a car accident jus took away a person's life so suddenly. :(

hi, i'm back. superteen ended ytd. i think superteen is quite a helpful workshop. i learned LOTS of things in it. things about study, the importance of family , moral values, motivation & alot alot more. there was.. funny moments, fun moments, sian moments, tiring moments, & touching moments. though the hours are long, overall i have still enjoyed myself. although i think ernerst is a scary man, & when he says "i'm a nice man, i love children." i think he looks like a wicked witch who eats children. ken is better, his actions are so cute. LOL. but still, THANK YOU ERNERST! THANK YOU KEN! THANK YOU GABRIEL! THANK YOU PETER! it was fun hearing you all teaching us, telling us stories & sharing dirty jokes with us. :D take care. (: & one more thing. cancerian is indeed really emotional like zm said. at least in my case. coz i cried consecutively for two days during the superteen.

i'm so tired.

my brother is such an idiot. he makes me so angry. GRRR.. anyway, the main thing is we had superteen today. overall it's okay. at times i laugh at the instructors. at times i play. :D at times i really felt like sleeping. zz at times i barely could catch wat the instructor is saying. at times i really think that wat the instructor says is really right. oo. but you know. the worst thing is.. it's really torturous to sit at the same place in the library for THIRTEEN hours. at least it's the library not the AVA room. if not we couldnt even see if it's day or night. really will feel like we were locked up. thirteen hours is really too much. imagine early in the morning you took a seat there. then it was finally recess time. but think, you still have abt 9 more hours to go. it's even worse than sch. at least sch let off earlier. & it goes on & on. & i couldnt wait to go home. two more this kind of torturous days. argh~ maybe maybe maybe i will get motivate...

i LOVE LOVE LOVE this. :D so sweet.

today feels like friday. but it's not. boo~ anyway, there was no free games during today pe. RAHHHH! but instead we did tough circuit training. 100 times of rope skipping, 15 times of "backward pushup", jump across hula hoops that are so far, hop the thing, shuttle run, 30 jumping jacks. tt's 1 complete circuit & we have to do twice. in the end all of us was so tired, and my body feels so sore. but we still have to do the phy test when we reach the classroom. i was so tired i could barely think plus i din study for the test. & mr chia caused us to be punished to run for 2min46sec. and he still dare to claim mdm yee is his good friend. grrr.. pian ren. the weekend is coming again. yay~ oh. & i din know my blog got lots of pop-ups. till someone told me. sorry. cause i hates pop-ups too. but i got pop-up blocker, so i din know. & i changed my blogskin. :D

LOL. this is funny. :D i'm supposed to do my bio report now. heee.

today sch was as usual except that something special was planned today by yueyin & cynthia they all. & btw we had chem pratical for the very first time. & it was quite fun. back to the topic. the special thing was there was a surprise planned for kokkeong. & ms wong and mr loh cooperated with us to surprise kokkeong. ms wong is so good at bluffing, she kept kk occupied for so long. LOL. then mr loh came in with the cake & then duno he escape to where le. he looks very shy & like very akward like that. LOL. then we pop the poppers & kk cut the cake. YAY~ & before that cyn & yy gave me a prank toy to scare kk. & he really got shocked. YAYNESS~ kk say my acting is quite good. wahahahahha. the look of surprise on his face was priceless. & his reaction was so funny. & he got paiseh, his faced all red. LOL. big thanks to ms wong & mr loh for willing to help. once again, happy birthday KOKKEONG!! :D

i feel so tired. i feel like sleeping. today pe was torture. & i jus pass my 2 rounds by merely 4 seconds. then my stomach hurts from running. -.- i want free games next time! RAHH! today learning journey was quite fun with the river cruise. it's my first time on a boat & it's really cool & the scenery was pretty. & we keep taking photos on the boat. too bad i din bring my camera. then we went to the supreme court. it was a whole new thing for me. the building structure was really cool coz they used lots of glass. & we were lucky to be able to go all the way up. the view from up there was magnificent. like WOW. then we went to URA. & cw help me spot where our hse was & the sch too. :) the structure was so cool. very very detailed & so small. & the tour guide knows alot but he got too much to say. keep talking & talking. this was an eye opening trip for me. :D

sch was boring today. the time passed soooo slow. & the damn mrs chia made me change place. grrr. today sectional was oooo-kay. except that the instructor wasnt in a good mood. scolded us for every little thing. we cant even whisper. urgh~ &&& when i walked out the sch gate. i was like "shit, i forgot..." i left my financial thingy form in my music file in the instrument room. plus had to hand in the form tmr. & the office didnt have the form. ARGH~! so suay. tsk~ it's so busy. at least superteen workshop isnt on this week. & today is only monday. i duno how i am going to survive till the weekend. tmr there's a learning journey. hope it will be fun. (:

ytd was finally the cca display. this year sec 1 is soooo lucky. they got sweets, oreos, hearts keychains & balloons from co. i can only say the cca dislplay was really noisy & crowded. noisy till when me & QQ was talking to the sec 1. they couldnt even hear us. plus when i was talking to shing. i have to shout into her ears but she still cant hear me. it was difficult telling the sec 1 to join co. coz most of them run when they see us approaching. but i had fun though. playing with the balloons. hitting others with it. hee. :D then we went for combined practice. lao zhou was in a good mood coz he was happy with our effort to pull the sec 1 into co. then i went with wanrong & doreen to walk around the shopping centre. reach home at 3 plus & slept till 6plus. & today was slacking around, lazy to start on my hw. then went to jp to meet my sis to shop. in the end i did nth productive this weekend again. zz. the weekend feels so short nowadays. we are practically ha...

urgh~ damn tired. just reach home. & today is a rainy rainy day. it rained practically the whole day. the only difference is small rain or heavy rain. i dun like rainy sch days. coz it make my shoes wet. :( stayed back to help with the co thing again. & make more hearts. colour one poster. & i pump & blow lots of balloons & sang with pamela. BALLOONS EVERYWHERE~ :D it was PRE~TTY~ too bad i din have a camera at hand. BOO~ i want a good camera phone. BAHHHH~ today is a fun day. coz i was a bit too crazy during after sch while doing the co thing. hee. :P paiseh arh. have to wake up EARLY tmr. even earlier than usual. boo~ hope that lots of sec 1 join our co tmr. *cross fingers for great luck*

heya. jus got home. was helping with the co thing. i help made the hearts using wire thing. it's PRE~TTY~ jocelyn teach de. she's so pro~ but i din help much coz i do very slow. do till 6+ then go home. who knows so suay. when we were about to go home. there comes the HEAVY rain. & i really mean HEAVY . & i jus know that kokkeong & doreen exchange place. so now he sits beside me. actually still not too bad la. at least not sit with someone i dislike. plus kokkeong is quite interesting. && today i was super unhappy. the relief mr lim REFUSED to let us go pe continuously for two days when we had already changed into our pe attire. to think i was so happy when i knew mdm yip din come. i tot finally can play captain ball liao. who knows he REFUSED to let us go down yet again . he was saying wat later we injured, our parents will come with a lawyer to sue HIM. ridiculous. we aint so rich to sue him for such a small thing. we aint some royal family people or some...

woohoo~ i changed blog song le. by TANK de. it's NICE ~ anyway, cca display day is on saturday. hope co can get lots of new members. & zhong ruan get LOTS OF NEW JUNIORS! :D *crossed fingers for lots of luck* sch have been okay nowadays. jus a little stress over the constance reminder of: no time or short time left. :/ hmmm. & today i nearly become a subject rep. if i had known it was maths rep. i would have volunteer le. okay. tt's it. i miss the days when we would just stay back everyday after sch & do nothing .

jus reached home. & i finally finally watch death note the last name . YAY~ L is super duper super CUTE. :D but why did he have to die . :( i cant wait for the weekend to come.

BUSY. STRESSED. TIRED. these are the words i felt for the starting of sec 4. it's only the third day & i felt like as if it's the year end or mid year already. really feel like skipping sch. i understand nil thing of the lessons. & it is only the start of the torment only. sec 4 & 3 really has a huge difference. every teacher's favorite speech is: "this year is VERY SHORT ! you all must buck up. LOOK at the time, you only have a FEW MONTHS! there's NO TIME for you to play this year!" etc, etc. i duno it's our class only or what. the stress is really building up. & the homeworks too. the days feel short with no time for us. & duno who set the timetable. maths PE maths. the person expect us to do maths then go run, come back panting & tired like siao to do maths again. no brain leh. not i want to cricitize, is really~ duno wat the brain thinking. FIRST time see this kind of timetable. plus both also cant late. will die arh. class...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBUDDY~!! may everyday next this year be a GOOD day for YOU~! okay. the time now is nearly 4am. [when i start typing] & i'm still very high~ lol. zi high-ing~ anyway. went to s'pore conference hall again today. to support suona de temporary tcher. marsiling chinese orchestra de concert. FREE tickets. but the seats are in front de. no good. cant see anyth. overall not bad arh. i should say, their individuals are GOOD. there was zhong ruan qi zou too. SPLENDID. their tcher de du zhou also very nice. their co de suona is good. & there was one girl who knows da ruan zhong ruan & liu qin. & she play all of them like very relax like that. li hai~ oh. & the temp. tcher wic last time we dun like de also got pipa du zhou, she played till her fake nail fly out. & she act like nth happen & continue. supposingly doreen they all bought flowers to give their tcher after his du zhou but in the end. end le then give. then i went back to jp with w...