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due to time constraint & the photos uploading extremely slow. i will be back on the camp post after i'm back from m'sia & when i'm free. i'm not sure if i could post some of the photos though. hmmmm.. i wonder. everything is happening too fast to grasp on. when will time ever stop to let me catch up? have a GREAT holiday~!

yo~ i'm back! & going soon. real soon. tired after all the activities. & finally i'm home! slept at 5am at slpover. slept at 3am and woke up at 7am at camp. tired~ but duno why leh. i was still very high during camp. it's the season to be jolly~ lalalalala~ lala~ lala~ Xp i think it's probably due to the lack of sleep. too high liao. camp was not bad. so now i know a little more of the juniors of other sections. at least some of their names. that's good progress. i didn't regret going to camp. since it's part of memory of i in fuhua co & also it's a good experience. kay. i will blog about the details in the next post. i took lots of photos! but.. mostly are photos of the scenery at east coast. i doubt you all will be interested. sleepover was as usual except that BIRDIE din go. duno why leh. sth of him at camp(?) plus he is sort of hard to contact. so we went ah feng's hse. we watched shows & talked alot about everything & any...

so here's the plan. later i will be going to meiling hse for sleepover. then since the next day shopping spree is cancelled. i will rush home then pack my bag & rush to camp. then the 2nd day of camp we will be going to east coast. back from camp will be around thursday evening. then the next day, friday, i will be off to malacca. & wont be back so soon. then i will have no time for myself. i need a new haircut. i need new skirts & shorts. i need a new school bag & bags. in other words, i want some SHOPPING . & time for myself. argh~ i'm tired already . p.s: thanks for the candy cane :D grant me an escape from everything, will you?

kay. i've decided i'm going to the camp since our whole section is going. & also to support the organizers since they put in so much effort. today mdm khor liang xin fa xian. she cooked for us to eat. she cooked curry chicken & kou rou bao. not bad though, it's at least edible. =x oh. & i forgot to mention that last saturday. ms yau was GOOD too. she bought hotdog buns for the whole co using her own money. in the end there was too much left over & she had to go around forcing us to take home. she's really a good teacher la. so after today my fingers finally get a rest. :) since i will be gone for about one to two weeks. by the time i'm back for co. my fingers have recovered. i hope. sleepover tomorow. it's a busy week. & i'm tired already . /edited btw, i added a song i like.

the supposingly continuous three days of orchestra was cancelled today. so i was able to stay at home today! & so today i finally have time to bake. i baked rock cakes all by myself! :D i duno wat's the problem with blogger. it dun let me upload the photo. so my rock cakes look like rock BUT it taste good nevertheless. orchestra tml again. i so dun wan to go. coz it still hurts alot when i play the instrument. & co camp is next wed & thurs. meaning it clash with the clique gathering. urgh~ now i duno which one to go to. i wan to shop~!! but.. since it's the last year plus this year camp is organised by the sec 3. i thought i might go. now i honestly duno which one to choose. urgh~

i'm totally worn out. my fingers hurt like hell. & are now super red like hotdogs, according to my sis. due to my hands dropping skin then still cont'd to play zhong ruan. now it hurts watever i touch. i'm way too tired today. note to self: dont sleep at 2am if you have to wake up early the next day.

went to ah feng's hse ytd till 11+pm. the usual ppl were there. charm'd. BIRDIE! :D birdie birdie birdie~ aint your new name nice? thank me thank me! :D we played mahjoong, went mac to eat, observed & tou pai ppl, kept playing with camera, talked, watched movie & tv, sort of played & joked & crazed around. i want a good camera phone! anyway, it feels GREAT to hang around with them. there's no need to mind your image coz there's no image in front of them like what alson BIRDIE says. it's fun! :D sleepover next tues. i cant wait! youtube-ed the whole day today. since i woke up. and i finished watching kimi wa petto! it's nice, seriously. plus i think momo is cute & shuai! now i have nth to watch. i cant find on youtube sth i like. i dont want to watch sad story or story with very vicious character. i dont like. suggestions? i want to change my hairstyle! but i cant cut short hair. & no matter what hairstyle i cut, my hair also doesnt show ...

urgh~ this stupid cramp is killing me. and causing me to have little sleep. i will be going to ah feng's house to play later. not sure i will be able to go though, in this condition. but i wan play mahjoong! off to youtube-ing again. bye~ kimi wa petto ~

yo~! i'm back again. today is a stay-at-home day. and i baked muffins today!! the first batch wasnt so successful. but the second batch was a whole lot better. but.. i still dont like to eat muffins. i like to eat the fruit tarts! made by cz's mum. i wan the recipe!! & i have super terrible cramp today. tt hurts a lot a lot a lot. urgh~ so i cant even go out if i want. and i went to sectional ytd. ms huang really like to torture us. four hours non-stop practice can kill. and my fingers now hurts and the skin keep coming off. ewww... off to watch youtube shows~ bye~

i just blogged a SUPER DUPER LONG entry. & i feel accomplished now. *grin* :D coz i said everything i want to say. or maybe almost everything. DO finish reading the red part, kay? it's the most important part. take care everyone. :D

hi. i have a man & sexy voice. & everyone loves my voice. lol. yup. i lost my voice at the chalet. came home ytd and i slpt from 2pm to 10pm. wake up for 1h to ate dinner. then fell aslp again till this morning 10am. wow. i din know i could sleep so much. 18h. then i was youtube-ing the whole day. too lazy to update. so here goes. WARNING WARNING: it's a SUPER long entry! & i do mean LONG! so you can skip read only the red part at the end if you are bored. tag me, yea? :D 15/11 DAY 1 woke up early. very early. then waited for doreen to come my hse to lend me fiona's bag. thanks doreen & fiona. i seriously need some new bags. shopping! saw doreen and.. [oops. it's a secret. i almost forget. =x] my bag was damn heavy & i din even bring that much stuffs. walked to 502 there to buy food. we were late. went into the market for a while but we were really blocking the pathway so instead came out to wait. then went shing's hse to prepare the food. and on the...

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! chalet is tml. and i haven: -decide on wat to bring -find a bag that can fit everything inside -pack my bag -do birthday card shit la. & it's 11 already.. so soon.. i think today i no need sleep liao.. plus tml need to wake up very early.. how to stay up tml night? chalet-ing~ back in three days. i hope it will be fun. :D

woke up abruptly at 10am due to a several call.. sectional changed to morning AGAIN.. and instructor reach sch alr with no one there.. stupid mrs chia.. i seriously think she aint FIT to be a teacher.. she dun only make a BAD cca teacher.. she make a BAD chinese teacher too.. i'm not biased here.. but everybody DO HATES her.. or rather NOBODY LIKES her.. and i saw how she brilliantly push the responsibility off yet again.. WOW~ i'm impressed.. she's such a hypocrite & irresponsible teacher.. even more than i can imagine.. i'm digusted by her. went shing's hse discuss chalet thingy and do card thingy till 6+.. feel like there's ALOT of things still unsettled.. & chalet is in TWO days. i dun even know wat to bring.. ARGH!! i'm sick sick sick again.. it's feels terrible la.. nose block & the flu.. i hate being sick.. =/ i hate hate hate elearning.. i have no idea wat to write for the forum la.. so rto flo stan dsor tof lon e du now at s...

i'm pissed. very. fuhua chinese orchestra teachers are all lazy slow stupid IN EFFICIENT & VERY IR RESPONSIBLE. utterly USELESS. of couse with the exception of ms yau. it's their responsibility to go confirm with the sectional instructor the time of the practice. not the instructor come contact you. for goodness sake, they have many others school definitely not fuhua only. & between the co teachers there are definitely miscommunication. either that or they are simply too not clever that they cant even relate a simple message. & our "dear" mrs chia say she duno at all we wan to change our sectional to morning tml which was decided like hmm.. one week ago? and this sentence jolly well just push the responsibility like whew. tt's so easy hor. this shows how irresponsible you are. instead of i duno why cant you just go call the instructor and confirm with her. i dun believe you are that busy that you cant even afford a short few minutes call. &...

today isnt a lucky day.. went to school for the open house.. and was told by mdm khor to go and change into the costume.. in the end only four of us change while the rest was all sitting in the hall practising.. it was so malu, malu & MALU! urgh. stupid mdm khor.. i think she really should be changed down.. then we perform & perform.. mr phor speech cant be more boring.. & i really really wanted the transparent balloon.. it so cool.. but we werent allowed to take balloon.. in the end darren gave me his yellow balloon.. yay~ thanks. after the performance, i wanted to do the batch thingy & the draw the hand thingy.. but they was all close when we finally got time.. ): malu-fying day. 4 days to chalet.. & i;m still not very sure if i wanna go.. balloon

reach home at 8+pm.. i dun like to go home alone at night.. it's scary.. was doing mr ng's card till 8pm at shing's house.. & i;m very satisfied with the card.. cant wait to see his reaction when he sees the card.. it's very creative and funny.. last day of sch today.. & i'm glad there's no more leaving in the fear of unfinished homeworks.. at least temporarily.. open house tml.. zz need to reach sch early again .. zzzzzzz i jus realised the phy forum deadline is today.. shit la.. i have completely no idea.. tt's why i hate e-learning.. *magician mr chia

oh. & i have sth to clarify. coz it really bothers me from wat i saw. fyi, my email is created by my sister years ago so apparently it is not name by me. i never did say i am friendly so dun assume . i had long wanted to change my email address but it is too much of a hassel so if it bother you so much, i will jolly well change it. lastly, i simply hates my email address. so there, satisefied now? assumptions caused misunderstandings. dont you know?

my damn computer broke down on me yet again ytd.. of all time it choose to be ytd.. suay.. things hasnt been going well for me nowadays.. too much things happen too fast.. plus my voodoo havent come back to me.. ): anyway i saw this interesting comic strip.. & i do have these weird little habits.. dont you too? [click to see more clearly] off to go do my maths graph questions.. eight graphs is too much for me to handle.. bye~

saw sth that make my stomach drop. pray that isnt me it isnt me. i'm jus being paranoid. aint i? i chose to escape so everyth will be much easier. i dun wan to face the reality. i chose to avoid it. coz the truth simply hurts too much. i dun wan my peaceful world to fall apart. even if it is all a pretence . don't you understand? don't you? i guess you dont.

boohoo~~~ i LOST my voodoo doll again .. :( if you have seen a white voodoo doll with a sword that is very dirty .. please return it to ME!! thanks a lot. i wonder if my voodoo ran away coz i didnt treat him well.. but i jus mended his head for him ytd.. hmm.. haiz.. my voodoo my voodoo~ come back come BACK. quick doreen say your spell. had full dress rehearsal. shant comment much.. but i wasnt very happy about it & everything else.. & three more days till school ends.. & two more months till school starts again.. & nine more months till the 'o's.. also nine more months till we leave sch.. & i'm not looking forward to it at all . i'm feeling contradicting myself. on one side i want the holidays to come faster and on the other side i rather it not .. i'm so not ready to face wat is after the holidays.. time passes way too fast for us to grab on.. i dun wan~ i wonder where my sec sch life had gone?

this e-learning thing introduced by whoever is TOTALLY TOTALLY USELESS ! 1) it waste our precious time 2) it adds on to our already heavy load of homeworks 3) the website is utterly lousy & constantly down causing us to unable to finish our assignments in time thus causing troubles to the teachers too 4) wat's the use of doing an online test when we have to submit the workings the next day? plus the whole test thing is like useless coz we can totally discuss the qns and we dun have the keys we want to type in our answers 5) it would be much much easier to do our assignments & tests on paper instead of keying in the damn website 6) we dun learn anything from the dumb website 7) it cause us LOTS of unneccessary TROUBLES 8) & lastly, it is simply a STUPID idea this is WHY i HATE E-LEARNING . i spent like 3h doing the dumb website thing.. and in the end i fail the stupid test.. i think my ans is right leh.. at least i think i dun deserve to fail.. duno la.. and now i...

wake up at the unearthly hours,7AM.. meaning i only got about 5 hours of sleep.. i swear my eyes will becum smaller and smaller due to the eyebags if i continue to be like this.. i dun wan~ it's already very small.. combined today was okay.. except it was so cold that i was shivering & my fingers were numb from the cold.. mdm oen really is biased against co.. she din bother about our request of changing co teacher, mdm khor.. if tt khor continue to be like that.. fuhua chinese orchestra will be destroyed in her hand.. went to eat at jp with wanrong then went to the library.. & when i was going to rush to meet cw they all.. i found out i lost my voodoo doll.. ='( & i walk rounds and rounds around the library and still cant find it.. in the end i gave up as i was rushing for time.. so i went to use the computer there.. & guess wat? i saw MY voodoo doll at the keyboard of the computer next to me.. woa.. heng ah, i found it back.. it's a charm'd thing.. i wo...

YAY~ congrats me.. i jus finished editing this skin.. it took me AGES.. it's 1am now.. and i have to wake up at abt 7am tml.. that left me ONLY 6 or less hours of sleep.. urgh~ wat i like about this skin: -it's very bright -the scence in the photos is really pretty -& i like the colour off to sleep now.. nitez`~ oh. & i love this picture ---------->

i found out how msn emoticons were created! lol. like this: i cant rmb a thing much abt sch.. the phy test review ws was quite okay.. & mr chia is funny plus cute as usual.. wat with him keep sliding arnd & almost fall down.. rafidah is very horny though.. keep linking to wat reproductive system which has completely no link.. but surprisingly she is quite a good bio teacher though.. except tt i think she is eccentric & very weird.. at least her lesson arent boring & make me wan to fall asleep.. and i still think she is a transvetite everytime i look at her.. & we come to a conclusion she is one.. she REALLY REALLY looks like one lor.. at least she reminds me of one.. waited for pam after sch while we chatted in class with zm & doreen.. then went to eat chicken chop & spaghetti.. YUMMY~ i hereby declared that zhao mian owe me & doreen & pamela a treat of watever we want. & he shant go back on his words otherwise........ decided this afterno...

just finished the sound quiz and phy course.. yay for me~ e-learning is totally pointless.. & the website totally sucks.. it keep asking me to log in again & again .. it's IRRITATING! tys test tml.. i thought tests wasnt supposed to appear in headstart? but apparently it does.. anyway pass can liao the test.. today lessons were okay, not toooo boring.. ate pizza after sch.. SUPER FULL & YUMMY!! thanks to kK, cw, ben & des for the treat.. but had to wait really looong.. the delivery service wasnt efficient at all .. it took ages even to order.. after tt we went to play captain ball.. it was fun la.. the first game was fun.. bcoz i could catch the ball miraculously.. FUN~ though i felt like puking the whole time.. next time dun exercise after you ate.. after some of them left.. we took a break and sat down talking.. while we were playing.. there's a weird uncle looking at us play with a tiko look and smile on his face.. he was really near the court.. eek!! digust...

i'm gonna change my blogskin soon.. as soon as i am free have lots of time.. well.. english lesson is so-so-so-so-soooo boring.. & humanities were no better.. summore mdm siti still kept us in for 15 mins more.. every minute spent more in these boring lessons is a torture.. especially english since we cant talk.. headstart has barely started & i'm sick of it already.. argh =/ arent headstart supposed to get us ahead of our syllabus? then why are we still behind the syllabus? hmm.. perharps it's becoz the teachers kept on not coming to lessons? [note the sarcarsm -.- ] the headstarts lessons are all useless except maths.. and wat's with the dumb e-learning thing plus the more-than-usual-school-days homeworks? argh~ lots & lots of assignments.. & i have absolutely no idea how to write a biography of a shoe .. status: brain-dead brain-dead brain-dead X( i'm not exactly in a good mood now.. full of complaints . /blah