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i shouldn't be partying now

hello, it's the month of may.
and surprise! it's the month of exams too.
which nicely coincides with quite a few of my good friends' birthday.
that kind of explained why i have not touch my books since i pledge myself to full time mugging last friday.
hence also why i'm actually very stressed yet sleepy from alcohol now.
damn, i sincerely want to maintain my gpa if not raise my cumulative.
and for that i have to work extremely hard.
so people, please do me a favour and not ask me out till 19th may.
(i have quite the difficult when it comes to outright rejecting my friends)
and also try to shoo me offline when you spot me on msn, facebook and twitter.
gosh, even politics updates and newsfeed reading can be such a distraction.
the only thing that i'm supposed to read now are jap, fm, acc, IT and blaw.
so guilt me, stress me, motivate me and stress me.
i seriously need to start studying already!
but my mind is so preoccupied with thoughts, to-do lists and holidays plan :/

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