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random thoughts:
what's the deal with boys & games? would it like kill them if they dont play for a day? or every single second when they are free? seriously, man.
been a pretty rotten friend, not being sensitive enought to think that others have that own problems too.

what's on the surface doesnt show everything underneath.
stop thinking that everything revolve around you and is all about you.
stop making promises that you break & disappoints ppl in the end.
casual comment hurts a lot sometimes.
when you dont talk, a lot of things end up unsaid. & sometimes it really does makes a difference whether you said it or not.

when you dont express your thoughts, nobody will understand you or know what's happening. do not expect people to just know or should know, normal human beings cant read minds.
i believe there's always a moment, once you miss it you wont feel like talking anymore.
just when i gather up my courage, you pull away and disappear again.
sometimes i wish i didnt care so much.
hold back all those feelings and dont.
dont read too much into things.
it's hard to be vocal and voice out your opinions cause you care too much about what people think of you.

& it's really really hard to not just go with the flow and disagree with everybody.
it's like there's only this small part people see you and know you as, and they assume they know every single thing about you so they sort of label you in their head. & it's freaking irritating. but that's how the mind works. everyone is given a certain image and label from just the first impression.
that's why first impression aint always right.
we are playing mind games and this sucks.
initiative, that what's a lot of people need to learn to have.
changing, but for the better or the worst?

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