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oh man, i cant believe i actually cried in school today.
and not once but twice.
i just felt really sad that everyone is withdrawing from camp.
so when mildred told me that she's not going to camp alr coz yihao dont let her go.
though i have alr heard the news, i jus couldnt control my tears anymore when she told me she cried ytd.
i can feel she really want to go to camp but cant. sigh.
& the 2nd time, i just let tears welled up in my eyes coz i was just sad.
sorry shawn shawn shawn if i scared you.
i know i shldnt cry.
because i dont want to force ppl to go to camp.
& it's a lame reason for me to cry.

stay or go?
i really really feel like going to this camp but i dont think i;m strong enough to go alone.
be strong & make the decisions.

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