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peace and tranquility

is it weird if i say that i'm actually enjoying this mugging period? yes the stress is there and all, some nights i find myself having trouble falling asleep. or some days i just cant fall back to sleep after i woke up at unearthly hours. and oh yea, i'm getting those stress headache nowadays too. but strange enough, i do wake up feeling happy almost everyday. i find myself enjoying the bus rides to school. the sunlight, good weather, the trees, the sky and the field i pass by everyday on the way, the babies or toddlers i saw, these are all the things i caught myself smiling to these days. one morning, i was actually fascinated by an army of ants transporting things while waiting for the bus. and i always find peace in these short morning bus rides to school daily with music playing in my ears. strange but true, maybe it's the routine life. the irony is that i actually feel happier when i'm studying.

i think exams actually test much more than your knowledge. it put people to test too, how you manage your stress, motivate yourself and pull through all the tough times, how you get over a bad paper. it's at these times, people show their true self. and honestly, it's interesting for me to observe and watch. stress is good but only at the optimal amount. oh wells, last few mugging period in my life already. mugstrong.

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